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Old Aug 30, 2015, 05:54 PM
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I'm really unhappy. I had a nervous breakdown over 9 months ago because of depression, I smoked a lot ton of weed(5-6 times a day) and more reasons I don't even know why. I'm unhappy because I'm bipolar, I'm confused about my life, I dwell on the past a little bit, I live in the future a lot, I have a learning disability, I lack confidence, I have low self esteem, I have social anxiety, and more.

Are any of you guys happy?
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Old Aug 30, 2015, 06:28 PM
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I'm not happy with a lot of things, but I'm happy with my life over-all. I think the only reason I am is because I have someone who cares a lot for me and helps me through all my troubles. If it weren't for him, things would be very different.
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Old Aug 30, 2015, 06:44 PM
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I'm not at all... and I'm scared most of the time. The symptoms just don't ever go away which results in my feeling that this unhappiness will last forever. Sometimes, for short periods of time, it feels like I might, just might, be happy... but then it goes away. I thought I'd try working towards feeling content... that's definitely a work in progress. 💝.
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Old Aug 30, 2015, 06:50 PM
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At this moment in time, no, I am not happy.
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Old Aug 30, 2015, 07:01 PM
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I have a lot of **** going on right now and every reason to not be happy. But I have to say it's not that bad. I am certainly better than I was two years ago despite all my hardships this year. So am I happy all the time? No of course not. But overall I know my life could be so much worse and I am happy with what I have.
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Old Aug 30, 2015, 07:03 PM
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Not right now, no. Which is frustrating because I usually am a glass half full kind of person. Depression can go kick rocks...
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Old Aug 30, 2015, 07:04 PM
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No, I should be happy but I am not. I have a loving supportive husband of 25 yrs, 4 wonderful children, and no financial worries. But I am very sad, depressed, and anxious every day. I am working with my pdoc and therapist but see no hope in sight. I had ECT earlier this year and it didn't even work. I feel unhappy and hopeless.
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Old Aug 30, 2015, 07:11 PM
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I have had a great summer, but last winter I would not wish on anyone.
I am hopeful that I'm able to stay productive. I guess happiness comes and goes. My goal is just to be comfortable. It helps me not to focus on the negative issues I face.
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Old Aug 30, 2015, 07:14 PM
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Overall no, but I have happy moments from time to time, to string me along through all the crap.
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Old Aug 30, 2015, 07:21 PM
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Sometimes. Happiness is external, joy is internal. I want joy.
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Old Aug 30, 2015, 07:22 PM
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Right now I am, and it's so great. Most of my life I've been depressed, but things are really good right now.
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Old Aug 30, 2015, 07:33 PM
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I'm really unhappy. I had a nervous breakdown over 9 months ago because of depression, I smoked a lot ton of weed(5-6 times a day) and more reasons I don't even know why. I'm unhappy because I'm bipolar, I'm confused about my life, I dwell on the past a little bit, I live in the future a lot, I have a learning disability, I lack confidence, I have low self esteem, I have social anxiety, and more.


Are any of you guys happy?

You sound eerily like me. I mean that.. Very much like me!!! My kids bring me happiness.. That's mostly it

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Old Aug 30, 2015, 07:37 PM
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I'm not happy with a lot of things, but I'm happy with my life over-all. I think the only reason I am is because I have someone who cares a lot for me and helps me through all my troubles. If it weren't for him, things would be very different.
This. Plus I have the support of good family and friends both online and IRL. Like the above poster, I don't like having problems but EVERYONE has them. Even people who don't have BP. I'm reasonably content with life and grateful for my blessings.
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Old Aug 30, 2015, 07:57 PM
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Overall no, but I have happy moments from time to time, to string me along through all the crap.

I would so say Im not as happy as I could be. I try to remain positive everyday. im not a negative person. I find little things make me happy, such as a sunny morning, good coffee and breakfast. playing basketball. Music.

but I miss the happiness of being in love.

sometimes I feel lonely.

but i know things will get better.

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Old Aug 30, 2015, 08:04 PM
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I'm not happy because i am bored and lonely but i have plenty to be thankful for like my comfy income, my sweet dog and my cozy home. I try to remind myself of my blessings but sometimes it's not of much comfort.
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Old Aug 30, 2015, 09:03 PM
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I am much, much happier now than I was at this time last year and for that I am incredibly grateful.
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Old Aug 30, 2015, 09:10 PM
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I am pretty darn happy and content with life these days. It isn't perfect, but life never is; but, all in all I'm pretty pleased with how my life is going.
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Old Aug 30, 2015, 09:20 PM
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i feel like happiness and depression are two different shades u put on...

i broke out of a 5-7 year spell of depression not long ago... a few months back... in that time up to now, i went through a lot of problems, and was lucky enough to have a mind to lay those problems down... overall, id say im not exactly wearing any shades at the moment... if im depressed, im certainly not as much as i used to be, as my overall quality in life has drastically changed... but if anything, im definitely looking forward every day, and although i get a "cloudy" day here and there, things are looking brighter as i try to learn more about myself...
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Old Aug 31, 2015, 04:37 AM
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Happy, probably not. Content on the other hand, very. Bipolar is tricky, it can drag you down in the dumps or it can make you fly higher than the clouds. Happiness does come from within though, I know that much to be true.
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Old Aug 31, 2015, 08:09 AM
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Its been so long since Ive felt "happy" I don't even remember what its suppose to feel like.
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Old Aug 31, 2015, 04:44 PM
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I'm happy yes, I've come a hellava long way in the past 5 years, and I've learned that happiness doesn't just fall into my lap.


I had to learn how to identify it and then also how to create it.


I've been creating like crazy for the past 2 years and its finally paying off.
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Old Aug 31, 2015, 05:02 PM
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I finally can say I am happy and joyful. I think this is for real and not a passing episode like mania.
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Old Aug 31, 2015, 05:03 PM
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I'm happy yes, I've come a hellava long way in the past 5 years, and I've learned that happiness doesn't just fall into my lap.


I had to learn how to identify it and then also how to create it.


I've been creating like crazy for the past 2 years and its finally paying off.
well said... and congrats on your hard work to happiness... takes a lot to be self-aware, honest, and then working on that... i had about 5 to 7 years of depression until i finally broke out of it a while back... but, found my way...

btw... love the end to ur sig...
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Old Aug 31, 2015, 05:05 PM
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well said... and congrats on your hard work to happiness... takes a lot to be self-aware, honest, and then working on that... i had about 5 to 7 years of depression until i finally broke out of it a while back... but, found my way...



btw... love the end to ur sig...


Thank you!

Its always nice to have my efforts validated


I'm glad you've managed to claw your way out, best of luck at creating your own brand of happiness.
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Old Aug 31, 2015, 05:20 PM
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I am happy and content now thanks to finally finding the right med combination! I was unhappy and unstable for most of my life until just two months ago. I can finally say I am stable.
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