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Now that my first wave of clonazepam withdrawal is over with (lasted three weeks!), and I don't anticipate the second wave until once I'm fully tapered off (will be completely done tapering on the thirteenth) I've been feeling more upbeat about the future. I have my vacation first week of October and the second wave should be over with by then. During it we're going to an awesome concert and have a fun wedding to go to. I have a fantastic new idea for a novel. Halloween will be fun and our daughter has already said she wants to be a ghost or a scary bat. I have a doctor's appointment coming up and though I'm not particularly excited about the appointment itself, my husband said he wants to come along and meet my new pdoc and learn more about my situation. I had a great day off yesterday and my husband and I did coffee and a chat, and I made a delicious chocolate banana cake with peanut butter glaze, AND I've finally lost my seroquel weight (which will hopefully stay off despite my cake yesterday!).
Whew! I'm just excited about everything! What are you looking forward to or are excited about? Big smiley face! (want to insert one of those but I'm on my less than ideal phone. lol!) (Oh, and in the title that too should be a to.)
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token Last edited by raspberrytorte; Sep 04, 2015 at 06:56 AM. Reason: wrong to |
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Oh, and I had a dream last night that Tom Waits was my boyfriend. Lol! It was pretty sweet. Now I feel like sharing the genious that is Tom Waits WITH THE WORLD!
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
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Anyone else on trazodone notice that it gives you really vivid/cool dreams?
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
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My BFF from St Louis is coming to the area this weekend!! I haven't seen her in a couple of years so I'm excited she will be here. I'm hoping that should cheer me up some. Can't wait!
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gina - That's awesome! I'm sure she'll cheer you up.
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
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I never noticed the vivid dreams when I was on trazadone.
I just bought a really nice pen n ink plus watercolor instruction book that has pages of really easy techniques to copy that I would like to use to get me back into painting. I have such a hard time motivating myself to do anything but I have been having a lot of dreams while sleeping about doing artwork. I would love to be able to take a college course for it but am not capable of sitting through one yet. |
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neverending - That's awesome you're getting back into painting!
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
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My birthday is later this month. I get to go out to eat twice. I will also have a lot of gifts to open.
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going to the beach on Tuesday! Looking forward to the beautiful fall we get here in P.A. Life is alright. I know it could only get better. Positivity is important to me. and my birthday is next month.
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Getting profits from my home business stable so I can support myself enough to leave the backwater of a state that I'm in and go somewhere with mental health care that isn't terrible and has people who are more like me.
Also, I can't wait to finally get a new car since my old one broke because I feel trapped due to terrible public transportation where I live. Soon. |
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Took my first dose of Wellbutrin this am. Hoping for no depression this fall.
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
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I am looking forward to being stable on my new med combo and getting through the winter without severe depression. I haven't had a depression-free winter in many, many years. Who knows what all I might actually do during the next few months!
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I'm looking forward to my Caribbean adventure in December.
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DX: Bipolar 1 Anxiety Tardive dyskinesia Mild cognitive impairment RX: Celexa 20 mg Gabapentin 1200 mg Geodon 40 mg AM, 60 mg PM Klonopin 0.5 mg PRN Lamictal 500 mg Levothyroxine 125 mcg (rx'd for depression) Trazodone 150 mg Zyprexa 7.5 mg Please come visit me @ http://bpnurse.com |
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i love this time of year, the darker nights, the colder weather,
1 thing i'm looking forward to is halloween. i always like that |
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I am impatiently waiting for a call from my step son and his wife..... that she is in labor so we can head South very very quickly
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I'm already in the south and looking forward to cooler weather. I hate the heat. I miss the fall with the changing leaves and the snow. However physical health wise I do better in the weather here than in the grey winter weather up north. And my depressions are less severe down here too.
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I'm going to Vegas for 5 days at the end of November. Nervous about drinking on my medication, but I'm sure it'll be fine. I went last September for 2 weeks and stopped my medication cold turkey while I was there. That ended badly, so I won't be doing that again lol
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I know this is lame but I'm excited that I can finally pay down my medical debt. I actually have enough money now. I don't know how that happened but I'm not complaining. I'd like to get these bill collectors off my back.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real? -Albus Dumbledore That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have. -Garden State |
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Lame? No way.
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Thank you.
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wildflower - That's not lame! I'd love to get bill collectors off my ***!
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
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