People's is people's

little ... left that station long ago .....

Ripose and Wiretwister, I know I don't "know" you as in reply to your posts but I just wanted to say I am so sorry you feel too sick but that I like reading your posts and I hope you feel a little better. I realise that might sound stupid. It's the best I can think of.

never sell yourself short, ... having compassion for another human being is the greatest gift you can have ,, sharing of yourself with another is the greatest gift you can give ....

I don't think it stupid, I think it is wonderful ...

Hope you've been able to get some rest and all the racing thoughts slow down. It's hard when there's that cycle and everything gets so bleak.

yes I have slowed down alot , not peaceful just tired and a little stressed not really sure why , Your so kind to me , Ty ...

I have found the cure for being to up ,,, total exhaustion , several liters of soda , a headache to die for , .... my thoughts have completely stopped ...

I have pushed my body to .... I am ready to drop ... I may sleep tonight ... will see in the morning ... my sleep schedule is shot to hell ... and I am paying for it ... have no real idea what I did tonight ... guess I will read it in the morning ... I wish I could go and go like some of you .... but being old and in bad shape there just is no reserve there .. the mind is willing and I really do not want to sleep a little afraid too .. have been that way a lot lately but I feel like I will fall to the floor at any moment... but as you see I just can't give it up .... did I tell you I really do not like to use contractions ... it bothers me .. I was taught it is poor english to use them .. and when I do I feel bad... does not stop me just makes me feel bad .... spelling is becoming hard .. having to retype over and over ... forgive me and I wil ltry to forgive myself ... I tink I may have beena bad boy tonight . . bye

It is exhausting, this state as we get older....it takes me weeks now to recover for just one nights missed sleep.

I hope you get some sleep soon. I should be heading there soon too.

I know , can not sleep ... going to bomb my brain, body is dead already ...
my oldest cat is missing , he eats a special soft diet and I have not seen him since friday afternoon to feed him .... if I put it out the other two will pounce on it ... he does not like me so calling is useless ... for all I know he may have died ... lots of places to hide in the house ... too late to worry now ... wife will kill me if has died ... no worry there is dry food in bsmt laid out ... just hard for him to chew ... I am rambling ... nite again ... love you guys just not to fond of myself right now ...

hope you enjoyed the pizza ... lets do it every sat nite ....

no one pm's me anymore ,don't you like me anymore ...

everybody is nice and all , but I really do not feel loved , I try to love all my friends and when I say it I mean it , but I do not love my self and am not sure anyone loves me back .....

How are things going now?