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I did something yesterday that is absolutely unacceptable and I'm in shock that I did it. I didn't really feel anything except maybe a little excitement? Then I freaked out and couldn't talk and was crying. The situation ended up being OKAY but I'm...Idk what's wrong with me. This has been going on for a little while and a little when I was a child. Yet THIS has never happened before. Now I'm a little worried.

If you read this please pm me.

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What can we help with?

I just I know I need to see a T again but this kinda scared me. Like normal people don't do this type of thing

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there are tonnes of "normal" people hiding their dirty little secrets

Sane, healthy people then

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What can we help you with ?

I've done crappy things I regret too. Everyone makes mistakes. (((hugs)))

I hope you will be able to share, we all have those "can't believe I did that" episodes.

One of my mistakes is so deeply embarassing and unacceptable that I can't even share it here on PC... And I know that I have to take responsivility for what I did - and live with the consequences. But at the same time I look at it as what I did in an BP-episode. Because I need to be able to forgive myself and move on. Everybody needs to forgive themselves. We all deserve that. (Well, maybe not everybody, like serial killers etc...)

I probably dont

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People make all sorts of mistakes. Just that we don't know about them

How are things going with you today?

I am pretty sure that whatever you did someone else here has done as well. There are things I have done that I am not proud of and that are hard to come to grips with, but if I dwelled on them too much (which I have in the past) I would never have any chance of moving on in life.

There are things I've said and done during episodes that I'm appalled by now. Some of them were done with great conviction. Some were done with great indifference. It's taken me a while to realize that both types are symptoms of mania... I've given up on understanding some of them and just have to figure out how to reign myself in moving forward. My feelings toward past actions even out over time.

I have cheated on my husband, this was a few years ago and before being diagnosed, tho I do not use my condition as an excuse I do know now that it had much to do with it. I regretted it instantly and told him the next day because I couldn't keep it in anymore then that. I still haven't 100% forgiven myself but I am working on it. My husband forgives me and stayed with me, which may not be the case in other people's situations. Never the less I am greatful and glad I got it off my chest that is the first step.

That story could basically be mine from right after my son was born before I was diagnosed (I had never had a manic episode before my son) but this is not what happened, and imo this is much worse, but I've just kinda forgotten about it cause idk what else to do

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I wasn't manic though.

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People make mistakes...we are all human and therefor meant to be imperfect. If you find it in you to trust us , I am sure we could give you proper insight and advice.

I just don't want anyone calling the police or something on me

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Maybe an anon hotline could be of help?
I wouldn't call but I can't say for others, but I'd say you would be safe from that here.

I mean I wouldnt be in danger and no one else is either. Ugh. Srry

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Then you have nothing to worry about

But something WAS in danger at the time it happened but not now.

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google it and see what it says about it.

I have. Not much to find

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