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The wave of Euphoria is here!
I haven't felt like this since... the beginning of July??? And then after that it got really really ugly. I was paranoid I was angry I was filled with rage and lashing out I wanted to die just to get the thoughts and feelings to stop And they put me on lithium and they put me on seroquel But the lithium gave me some awful side effects So they decided to lower my lithium and increase my seroquel and in the span of a week and a half they have cut my lithium from 1500mg/day to 900mg/day Although the have increased my seroquel from 100mgs to 400 mgs/day But could the decrease in lithium be the culprit of this euphoria??? I'm not complaining, I like it. I'm listening to my favorite songs and I feel the music coursing through me I feel so good, so alive, like I can do anything and f*** what anyone says It's hot, I'm sweating I'm drinking a hard root beer. Just one. And it's good. I feel sexually alive. I'm gonna jump my hubbys bones tonight. I feel bad because some of you are depressed But I wanna soak this up because I know this time of year, a crash is right around the corner. Rawr Time to clean. Last edited by Anonymous48433; Sep 25, 2015 at 03:04 PM. |
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Not gonna lie - there are times that the "Wave of Euphoria" feels better than the best present in the whole world. Hoping the fall isn't too hard - I'll set some pillows up to catch you!
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Bipolar Disorder I Panic Disorder Meds: Lamictal: 200 mg Latuda: 80 mg (weaning off) Lithium: 600 mg Gabapentin: 600 mg Klonipin: .5 prn I'd rather my words fall on deaf ears than a closed mind. |
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