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Oct 28, 2015, 11:55 AM
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My dad sat around yelling at me the whole time I was over for dinner. "There's no reason you can't work! You're just lazy! Excuses!" I want to fu$&ing scream! The last job I had was back in March, where I had a panic attack/episode on the job and completely blacked out the whole day. Too embarrassed and scared to go back, I had to quit. And it didn't help that it was a family run business and they treated me like an outsider. Different religions, different beliefs (I have no beliefs atm). They would speak in a diff language in front of me and id hear my name in there. This place ruined me! Why am I so damn fragile? The thought of going back to work scares the crap out of me! I can't handle authority and criticism well. Never could.
My bf is sleeping and I'm up with my mind racing. I took 2mgs Ativan. It's the afternoon but he works 3rd shift. I can't even go to the store because my car has been sitting because I spent the money to get my plates. And I got a ticket I never paid. Why do I let things go and ignore everything? I'm screwed. Our bills are behind. We're skinny. But all animals are fed! I feel like this is all my fault. Why on earth is he still with me? Sometimes I think he's just afraid to break up with me In fear I'll do something stupid. He's probably right. Dx: BP2, PTSD, bulimia/anorexia Seroquel 300mgs Lamictal titrating at 75mgs Buspar 45mgs Ativan 1mg PRN Vyvance 50mg PRN |
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Oct 28, 2015, 12:10 PM
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Have you thought about vocational rehab?
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Oct 28, 2015, 12:29 PM
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I'm not sure where it if they have that where I live. I'm not even seeing a tdoc. I know, big no no.
Dx: BP2, PTSD, bulimia/anorexia Seroquel 300mgs Lamictal titrating at 75mgs Buspar 45mgs Ativan 1mg PRN Vyvance 50mg PRN |
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Oct 28, 2015, 02:26 PM
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Thanks. I'll look into it!
Dx: BP2, PTSD, bulimia/anorexia Seroquel 300mgs Lamictal titrating at 75mgs Buspar 45mgs Ativan 1mg PRN Vyvance 50mg PRN |
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Oct 28, 2015, 04:18 PM
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Sounds like the place you worked was flippin weird and unprofessional. I think most people would have been anxious and like **** this in that sort of situation.
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