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I'm just trying to make some sort of sense out of what's going on with me lately.
I have spent a lot of time almost on the verge of tears but don't necessarily feel depressed. I keep wanting to cling to things I find comforting like hot tea, warm blankets, and books. My energy level is up and down. This week I've not been putting as many hours into work because I don't feel I can handle it. I feel pretty guilty about it. If I don't really feel depressed, why can't I handle it? I've had urges to SH, but I can't pin a reason as to why. None of it makes any sense! It's like I'm doing things I do when I'm depressed without really being depressed. I'll just add it to the list of weird **** that's happened to me the last few years. |
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Could it possibly be the beginning phase of an episode? Mine tend to start out with only 1-2 mild symptoms, and gradually build. Like for my mixed episodes, I'll start getting insomnia long before I'm like, "Yeah I'm definitely having an episode."
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I sure hope not, but you may be right
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