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#1
Oct 03, 2015, 07:55 PM
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How many of you have this thought as one of your recurring "bipolar" thoughts. It is usually a red flag for me though sometimes it feels real. Ya know?
Others are I hate my life Everything is stupid Everything is boring These are the things my head starts to say to me and I'm like oh **** here we go What are yours? |
 *Laurie*, BipolaRNurse, qwertykeyboard
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#2
Oct 03, 2015, 07:59 PM
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is it starting now ?
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#3
Oct 03, 2015, 08:02 PM
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You are a dear Wire twister. No it's not. I had one too many glasses of wine and thought of posting about it.
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Oct 03, 2015, 08:15 PM
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Time's going so slow.
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Oct 03, 2015, 09:28 PM
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Yeah, I have that thought too. I start thinking how I'm a social pariah and hardly anyone will be at my funeral when I die.
 Think happy thoughts...think happy thoughts!!! Ugh!!! |
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Oct 03, 2015, 09:55 PM
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I agree with time is going slow.
I feel like that might be kind of like my everything is boring one Happy thoughts barf |
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#7
Oct 03, 2015, 10:12 PM
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Depression-nothing will ever get better
mania/hypomania- I need to drink many margaritas and spend some money on sex toys. lol |
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#8
Oct 03, 2015, 10:20 PM
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Mania---Everything /everyone is moving sooooooooooo s-l-o-w!!!!
I have so much stuff to do/see/experience;There's plenty of time to sleep later! I'm not hungry! Food is not necessary! I also have have racing thoughts, pressured speech and talk non stop. Sometimes I talk so fast that people have no clue what I'm saying but in my head, my speech sounds just fine. (Not really a thought, per se, but I thought I'd include it because it's a pattern I have.) Depression---I hate my life. I don't give a **** anymore. Nobody cares about me. WHo would? I'm a POS. I wish I was dead. |
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#9
Oct 03, 2015, 10:28 PM
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I can relate to the sex toy one, lol. WHen I'm manic, I can't stop thinking about sex. My bf is a very happy man when I'm manic, haha |
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#10
Oct 04, 2015, 02:02 AM
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I can to relate to everything you just said, also. Especially- everyone else is moving to slow. That is when I get road rage.
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Oct 04, 2015, 09:00 AM
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Right now I'm dealing with the thoughts that no one cares about me. I feel so invisible.
My son is the only one that doesn't make me feel this way. |
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#12
Oct 04, 2015, 09:24 AM
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Well, lately...
I hate my life. I'm never going to feel better. I'm going to feel like **** forever so I might as well get used to it. I'm a horrible person. I'm stupid.
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Oct 04, 2015, 09:57 AM
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Oct 04, 2015, 04:02 PM
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Oct 04, 2015, 04:59 PM
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Never being able to get ahead financially because when i'm depressed i save but when i'm manic i spend. I'm pushing 50 and have nothing saved for retirement.
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Oct 04, 2015, 05:40 PM
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#17
Oct 06, 2015, 12:47 PM
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I hate my life is a HUGE red flag for me. I also get everything is moving slowly but for me it goes with depression...ie when will this terrible day/week/month ever end! also no one cares about me...or people who say they care about me are just pretending (a form of paranoia if you think about it).
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