Hitting me that all this time I thought i was at a low baseline but I've been very unstable on the depressive side. It has been so long I can't tell when it started.

I feel like I screwed up everything trying to succeed in this life Catastrophising
But I tslk it down. Then I am panic stricken and disconnect. Then pain hits, followed by saddness.

Big pity party.

It will pass

Basically this is really sucky

I'm coping but it sucks

Sad


Pdoc tomorrow

[Edgar's Mom]

(((((((((HUG)))))))))

I hope you feel better soon Supanova... I've also been depressed for a very long time and I know how badly it sucks.

[hopeless2015]

Hugs...I'm right there with you, trying/adding a new med hoping to get stable again. The depression sucks!!

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[LettinG0]

I know it's been very difficult for you Supa..........big ol hugs

[BastetsMuse]

Originally Posted by Supanova

Hitting me that all this time I thought i was at a low baseline but I've been very unstable on the depressive side. It has been so long I can't tell when it started.

I feel like I screwed up everything trying to succeed in this life Catastrophising
But I tslk it down. Then I am panic stricken and disconnect. Then pain hits, followed by saddness.

Big pity party.

It will pass

It will pass. It took me years to get over depression because I wasn't even motivated enough to tell the pdoc I was depressed! I finally started talking about it and then we started tweaking meds.... and then it still took months and months to get to a point where I can function better.

You will feel better, stronger, happier. I know!