[psychc]

I don't understand myself... 2 days ago i was really tempted to jump off a cliff. My life is good... I have little kids. How could I think that??? Was soooo tempted... It was like a voice in my head was saying, do it... What's the point of anything... Just do it!
Scared... Can I be scared of myself?

[alincdytyourmeds]

Been there, it's the way our brains are so messed up sometimes we don't reason or rationalize very well. It can and does get better with the right meds and therapy. Hope it gets better for you.

[Pastel Kitten]

I tend to have really suicidal thoughts in my depressive phases. I've never understood them either..I live with my really supportive boyfriend. I don't think it's a feeling that can really be explained. I definitely hear you..please don't ever give in, no matter how tempting it may seem at the moment you are feeling that way. Wishing you well

[Penguins~R~Cool]

I have this little voice inside my head sometimes that tells me to do stuff that I really shouldn't do. It's not an audible voice if that makes sense. It's like my brain is telling me over and over to do something (sometimes bad things) over and over and I have to keep telling myself to ignore it.

Like one time, I was visiting the neighbor and suddenly my brain keep saying "punch her, punch her, punch her." I really, really had to struggle with that. I couldn't concentrate on what she was saying and she never did anything that would warrant me to act that way. I made a quick get away before I did something I didn't want to do.

Hope this is ok to post this here.

Does anyone else experience something like this? Like your brain is telling you to do something you don't want to do or you know is wrong?

[psychc]

It is like a thought that is yet isn't from me.... Makes me feel sooo crazy and angry at myself...i don't think i really want to die...

[wiretwister]

if you do not feel safe please reach out to someone in your area ... if no one else then go to the er ...