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Old Nov 06, 2015, 11:08 PM
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Babysitting/pet sitting during the day for family.

Intrusive thoughts. I know where a gun is.

Just don't wanna obsess like I did about it in July. Only sleeping in the house where it's at so I should be ok.

I'm playing with the kitten and watching the Golden girls.
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Old Nov 06, 2015, 11:43 PM
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stay safe. Keep posting here if you start obsessing.
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Old Nov 06, 2015, 11:56 PM
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Babysitting/pet sitting during the day for family.

Intrusive thoughts. I know where a gun is.

Just don't wanna obsess like I did about it in July. Only sleeping in the house where it's at so I should be ok.

I'm playing with the kitten and watching the Golden girls.
Please stay safe sweet lady!

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Old Nov 07, 2015, 12:13 AM
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Already thinking about it but not obsessing
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Old Nov 07, 2015, 12:23 AM
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Keep petting the kitten and doing other things to distract yourself. I think it's good you are able to acknowledge the fact you are starting to think about it - that way you are in more control over the thoughts instead of vice versa.
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Old Nov 07, 2015, 12:27 AM
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Keep playing with the kitten and petting it and giving it lots of love. Keep your mind on the kitten.

Please stay safe
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Old Nov 07, 2015, 12:30 AM
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Do they know you know the whereabouts of the gun and know your history? Maybe you could have them put it in a lock box.
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Old Nov 07, 2015, 04:41 AM
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Do they know you know the whereabouts of the gun and know your history? Maybe you could have them put it in a lock box.
I know where it is. I know what I did in july...

No one is home.
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Old Nov 07, 2015, 09:11 AM
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Just let the thoughts pass and keep distracting yourself. Hope you made it through okay.
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Old Nov 07, 2015, 12:41 PM
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I'm fine
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Old Nov 07, 2015, 12:53 PM
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Very glad to hear that.
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Old Nov 07, 2015, 02:53 PM
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Old Nov 07, 2015, 07:38 PM
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I hope this passed and you are better now.

I still wonder if you could ask them to put it in a lockbox???
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Old Nov 07, 2015, 08:31 PM
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They're in florida
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