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Old Nov 09, 2015, 12:31 AM
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Laying here with mind racing do fast. Pictures of harmful actions plague my mind. They won't stop. I'm anxious and really sad. I'm exhausted but wide awake. I want to be home in my own bed away and alone. I've been picking old wounds I need pain or something to focus on! I need to escape I need sleep I need peace. How can I get it? What do I do I feel so lost my mind won't be quiet or rest
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Old Nov 09, 2015, 01:06 AM
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I use to count backwards and whenever I had an intrusive thought I'd start again. Hardly ever made it to 90.
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Old Nov 09, 2015, 04:48 AM
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I fell asleep for a few hours. Hoping I get more
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Old Nov 09, 2015, 10:49 AM
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I'm sorry you can't sleep. That is one of the worst feelings there is.
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Old Nov 09, 2015, 11:11 AM
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Do u have a support system u can call? Not sure abt a therapist if u have one a lot are not on call

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Old Nov 09, 2015, 11:50 AM
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I can call DBT phone coaching but I won't bc honestly I've been so out of it that I didn't try skills and she'll ask and be lecturing
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It wS so hard to get out if bed today gah but I have to watch my cousin. Luckily she's 7 so not very dependent
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