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Nov 28, 2015, 02:53 PM
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How is it even possible to go from feeling like you've discovered some sort of top secret path to happiness that other people can't find, to suddenly later that very same day crying so hard that you feel like your throat is closing up? This feels like a sick joke. Like this is payment for happiness. I was even considering canceling my pdoc appointment, thinking I was "cured" again!
I love roller coasters. But not emotional ones. Not this. I want to get off this ride. I just got done crying in bed for 40 mins after forcing myself outside for some fresh air. I'm trying so hard but it's fighting back full force. Just needed to get this off my chest.
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Do at least one thing you enjoy each day.   Dx: BPD, OCD, GAD, and PTSD traits Rx: Lamictal 200mg and 0.5mg Ativan as needed "Now I can see all the colors that you see." |
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Nov 28, 2015, 03:08 PM
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I'm sorry you're struggling. I hope you won't cancel your pdoc appointment. I know you must be very tired of the emotional roller coaster. I just hope you can hold onto the hope that it will get better. Sending you lots of good energy.
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Dx Bipolar II 2014 -- currently in remission Stay calm, be kind, have hope, love lots, and be well. "Listen to the deep voice of your soul. Do not be distracted by the voice of your mind." -- Caitlin Matthews[/B][/COLOR][/SIZE] |
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Nov 28, 2015, 03:11 PM
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Nov 28, 2015, 03:59 PM
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Do at least one thing you enjoy each day. Dx: BPD, OCD, GAD, and PTSD traits Rx: Lamictal 200mg and 0.5mg Ativan as needed "Now I can see all the colors that you see." |
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Nov 28, 2015, 04:02 PM
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Sorry to hear you're feeling rough.
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