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Dec 16, 2015, 11:34 PM
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I'm pretty sure I just have to get through the next 2 weeks and its time to leave my husband. He has no intention of a change in lifestyle and every time we go out I want to kill myself. No joke.. Sometimes I think he is bipolar to..we are so f'd up together. Pretty sad
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Dec 17, 2015, 12:58 AM
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Have you tried marriage counselling ?
My apologies if you've mentioned that in previous posts ... I've only just recently jumped back onto the BP Forum. Or maybe you could consider a bit of "time out" But ... Ultimately you are the best judge of what is right for you - and regardless of what you decide - may it serve in your best interests moving forward 
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Dec 17, 2015, 02:56 AM
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I like this husband. (3rd). I felt such hate, disgust, loathing toward the others by the 7th year, and I really like this guy. Not just love - like - consistently and often. Happiness is possible with another human. And I thought it was all bull. But you can truly learn to like another human more and more as time passes. Not just less and less. If you find yourself praying to God to just KILL the other person for you.....
I mourn too many decades of my life. They are gone forever. Trying to be what other people needed from me. Learn from me. Whatever you do, like YOU. Like YOUR choices. Be your best friend.
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Dec 17, 2015, 07:04 AM
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Thanks for you comments, I'm so confused and sad right now. I've talked to my T about this as well. I need to be sure that I've done every effort on my part as well and I'm not sure I have, I've been concentrating on trying to be well. I don't know if he will go for counseling but I will ask...
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Dec 17, 2015, 10:17 AM
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I'm sorry you are going through this especially during the holidays. I'm glad you are going to counseling. It gives you a better perspective.
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Dec 17, 2015, 01:15 PM
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I hope this works out for you, whichever way you choose to go.
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Dec 26, 2015, 01:04 PM
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I am sorry you are going through this and are at a crossroads.
You stated the right things for you. That is important to make sure you don't settle along with knowing in your heart you did your best. Knowing this will ward off regrets and questioning of self. Be strong. Be good to yourself. Be happy with yourself first. Prayers and strength to you. |
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Dec 26, 2015, 01:08 PM
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Sending lots of good juju your way!!! Many blessings, love! Checkin often, Ok?
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