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Old Dec 26, 2015, 03:09 AM
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So for the last 6-8weeks I have been quite manic, however the last few weeks I started cycling and well now I just feel like crap.

It's like Ive gone from a 10 to 0 in days and now I am constantly just feeling so down and depressed that I am actually having suicidal thoughts with a few times in the last few days where I literally just break down really contemplating ending my life.

Ive came close the last few days to actually doing something, however the other night I tried to tell myself to wait until a certain day before doing anything, except now I just think whats the point in waiting like its a waste of time because nothing is going to change and I can't handle this life anymore.
Its like everything I did when I was manic and everything that happened that I didnt care about at the time have just overflooded me now on top of everything else, and with no support and literally being on my own and still not properly medicated it is so so hard!

I dont know what to do anymore, my head is going crazy, I feel like absolute crap and Im really finding it hard to get through each day now.

What do I do? Im so confused!

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