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how has the start of the new year been?
have you been able to acheeve any goals so far, or notice any diffrences- either positive or negative in day to day life. not noticing much change so far- still feels a lot like 2015 but then i honestly wasn't that optomistic about a happy new year anyway |
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Having been around for 54 new years, they don't hold much significance for me anymore. My cycles aren't dictated by the orbits of the earth, but by the cycles of my moods. 2016 finds me depressed. I seldom post here about gloom & doom because whining doesn't do much good, but my motivation is near zero. I've also been sleeping 12+ hours a day...& wish I could sleep more. I know what it's like to tweak my back & have a back ache; what I feel like now is that I tweaked my mood & have a horrible mood ache. Depression, at it's worst, is like having a physical pain in the brain & body (but I'm not telling most of you something you don't already know...which is another reason I don't post about doom & gloom). I've got my meds, my lightbox, my T (who doesn't help much when I'm like this), so all I can do is find some solace in the fact that I have bipolar & this will come full-circle at some point.
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It's been a confusing year. ...all,3 days of it haha
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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