[ToxicCupcake]

The title says it all. It all started on Friday with my doctor's office refusing to E-Scribe my medication to my local pharmacy, which happens to be right down the road from where I live, and is also open 24 hours so I can pick my meds up anytime. It's not like she hasn't done it several times before! But for some reason, this time I was told she can't do it anymore and I have to go to the pharmacy located inside my doctor's office. Of course, they are not open on Fridays......so by the time the nurse called to tell me they would only have the in-house pharmacy fill the script, it was too late. Anyway, that just started a downhill slide that was completed by a blow up between my husband and I, and I mean BLOW UP. Thankfully both of the boys were asleep and I made sure to close the door to our room so the loudness and crying wouldn't wake them. I remember the days of listening to my parents fight and I absolutely do NOT want my boys to ever have to hear that. I haven't had a moment to myself for the last week, and I guess the stresses from the Monday thru Friday daily grind just got the better of me. I took a Seroquel last night just to try and calm myself down, and I really dislike that stuff as it knocks me out and makes it difficult to get moving in the morning. Yes, I'm a lightweight when it comes to pharmaceuticals. Anyhow, it's been a really rough one, and I'm glad I'm starting to pull out of it. Maybe it's partially because of the Seroquel and partially because I got some sleep, whatever it is, I'll take it. I don't think I have any tears left. Just in time to start a new work week. Yay me!!!

[Ocean Swimmer]

I know what you mean. I hate rules.
I'm glad you got some sleep.
Somehow, refuse to fight. Do what men usually do. Walk out. Go outside. Get away.
Hope you feel better.