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Old Jan 14, 2016, 07:57 PM
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Today has been tough on me! I had a difficult session with my t and broke totally down.

Childhood abuse came up and other things and I just couldn't keep it cool. At first I just teared up at first then then ugly crying started! I'm a little embarassed to be honest. I hate crying in front of people and do all I can not to!

I thought I was ok but then keep having crying spells tonight. Sucks.
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Old Jan 14, 2016, 08:03 PM
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That is what a therapist is for! You obviously needed to get all of that out. Plus, lack of sleep makes me more emotional too. Hugs
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Old Jan 14, 2016, 08:11 PM
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I'm taking double Trazadone tonight.
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Old Jan 14, 2016, 09:05 PM
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I'm taking double Trazadone tonight.
Good, sleep helps!
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Old Jan 14, 2016, 09:51 PM
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Old Jan 14, 2016, 09:53 PM
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Old Jan 14, 2016, 10:07 PM
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Thanks. Just took two Trazadone so hopefully no tossing abd turning!
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Old Jan 14, 2016, 10:20 PM
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Sometimes I get teary just thinking about going to t. Because I know that most of my issues lead to bad childhood memories. So I know it can be rough. But know that you are tougher than your past. You have made it this far and will continue. Even if it sucks and hurts. May you get some peace and rest tonight.
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Old Jan 15, 2016, 12:03 AM
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sleep well!
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Old Jan 15, 2016, 12:35 AM
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X's & O's sweetie!
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Old Jan 15, 2016, 08:30 AM
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I got nine hours if sleep!!!!!!!!
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Old Jan 15, 2016, 02:24 PM
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Glad that you got some sleep. I hope you are feeling better today.
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Old Jan 15, 2016, 02:49 PM
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hugs, hallie! I hope you're able to sleep tonight.
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Old Jan 15, 2016, 09:56 PM
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Thanks' I'm working a chrysalis retreat so ima be sleep deprived til Tuesday
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Old Jan 16, 2016, 05:07 PM
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Take good care of yourself.
Good sleep is like a miracle!
Renewed,refreshed & and ready to go!
Have you ever checked into NAMI for DBSA meetings. When I'm in the states I go every week. It really helps.
I was abused by a pdoc. That part I haven't shared yet. Most of the time I feel like I'm over it.
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Old Jan 17, 2016, 11:48 PM
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I went to DBSA for a while but the group closed :/
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