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I've been wanting to say this for awhile because I used to post here often, but...
It's getting where I can't tell where one condition ends and another begins, or what symptom belongs to what. Like mood swings, I've got automatic mood swings that work like clock work....you can almost mark a day with it- a 3.5 day cycle, a total of 10 days or so to go from stabile to down to up to stabile....repeat: bipolar. I've also got moody Others that jump in and out at random. It's a different kind of depression, but after a bit of time, it all feels the same. These are the moods that the anti-d doesn't affect. Then there are the individual personalities that are extremely happy, ADD, Borderline, excitable, young... I feel like a blob of MI. ![]() So as much as I want to say "hey...me too!" I hesitate and say "maybe?" The automatic mood swings are treated with meds and are stabile, but this hodgepodge is making me question any/all of it leading to a want to to quit meds just to see....which is scary to me, like jumping back into the fire. The DID is real, but after that, nothing is real anymore. I just want to quit. ![]() Thanks for listening. - Feeling so done |
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I think we all feel this way sometimes. I always have questions and it's exhausting
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Sorry ac u are dealing with this
Sometimes I think we can do the best we can to manage and Then ...we like have to get use to a different kind of normal Something along the line of acceptance This is who I am I may never stop cycling ect I have to live the best way I can ![]()
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