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I am not sleeping worth a durn and i am bored and get distracted easily. I have projects i need to rinish but i dart back amd forth between them. Last night while i was trying to sleep wierd pictures kept flashing in my head. Strange disturbing images. I cant remember all of them but they were definatly keeping me from sleeping.
Today i am having fantasies about self harm almost anyway i can do it from scab picking to cutting. I hate my life when i feel this way and to top it off i have a sick kid at home today |
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That sounds like me, especially now and days. It helps to have company or go in a different environment. Then you won't have time to think of these things.
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I find that the flashing images really disturb me and really annoying too. i swear my meds give me very vivid dreams
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Bipolar affective disorder 2 Possible cptsd not yet dx Seroquel 300mg Lithium 600mg Propranolol 30mg |
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"Today I'm having fantasies about self harm". Please call your pdoc asap!
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Ditto! My therapist always reminds me that it is the reason we have pdocs. When she thinks I need to call him, it's always "you call him or I will."
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***** Every finger in the room is pointing at me I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now Tori Amos ~ Crucify Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder |
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