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Jan 29, 2016, 07:55 PM
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Do you remember when you could not wait to get up in the morning …
Do you remember when you could not wait to see your friends … Do you remember when you slept all night in blissful sleep … Do you remember when you could converse without screaming … Do you remember when a difference of opinion was not life or death but ok … Do you remember when you dreamed of retiring to a wonderful life … Do you remember when life was full of promise , hope and future plans … Do you remember when obsession was a perfume ... Do you remember being happy … . … Tigger ... |
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#2
Jan 29, 2016, 08:25 PM
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Love this! It brought a tear to my eye because yea, those were the days. I wonder if I'll ever experience these feelings again. Thank you for posting! (Hugs)
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Jan 29, 2016, 11:55 PM
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One time I was dreaming and this song that reminded me of my youth was pumping so loud within the dream and I was at a different stage of my life where it was all glowing excitement taste of adventure music and love......ahhh
So I woke up and I wanted that luscious feeling to stay but it left. I chase it sometimes but I'm not sure you can ever get that "new" feeling back
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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Jan 29, 2016, 11:58 PM
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I want to feel that rush of the unexpected and the build up of waiting for good things
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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Jan 30, 2016, 12:01 AM
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Sometimes I think "what happened to you?" Fearless adventuresome thrill in the moment...(although too impulsive and wreckless lol)
I feel like if I had never seen depression I could be living my dream life traveling the world as a journalist I mean ppl still do it...but I guess I let it stop me Damn that sux Lol
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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Jan 30, 2016, 09:52 AM
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I remember. I cry now because that part of my life is over and now I'm just old and stressed out and nothing worked out the way I wanted it to and none of my dreams came true and now I feel like it's too late and the reality of the situation is that it's impossible.
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
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Jan 30, 2016, 09:59 AM
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I really wish I did...
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Jan 30, 2016, 07:12 PM
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i'm still young and i don't want to **** anything up
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Bipolar affective disorder 2 Possible cptsd not yet dx Seroquel 300mg Lithium 600mg Propranolol 30mg |
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Jan 30, 2016, 10:41 PM
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I've been bipolar for more than 40 years, so I really don't remember any of those things. But my psychiatrist has me on some great meds, and I can safely say that I am almost stable. A little bit of hope has seeped into my life, and it really feels nice.
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Jan 30, 2016, 10:49 PM
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Do you think it's possible to get those things back?
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Jan 30, 2016, 11:17 PM
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My first symptoms appeared at 14 but I had good and bad times as bipolar brings. But what I think happens is the destruction of ones self that it causes over time and especially after a psychotic break, or as we age, or how the episodes do damage to the brain over time. Not to mention the bad decisions that stay with us But as a youth it brought me much adventure and a fearlessness that led to amazing things
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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