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It's not like I can't see it. I stay in bed all day, even if I'm awake. Sure I'll get up and let the dogs out, after like 12 hours of laying there. It's not like I don't see when I get up and walk to the kitchen I yell at the kids about the mess. It's not like I can't feel the pain I cause. It probably hurts me more. It's not like I don't know I haven't ate hardly a thing in over a week. I was eating good. I was gaining weight and working out. I was even helping to motivate my girlfriend to work out. I'm doing so many things that I know aren't healthy. But it's like I'm searching my head for light at the end of the tunnel. But my head is a big dark place. I can't see my way out. So something has to happen. Something has to happen to get me up and feeling on top again. Does anyone else get like this?
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Yes, most of us have similar bouts. I live through them one day at a time.
I hope it gets better for you soon.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin "Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha ![]() |
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I'm like this right now. I know the feeling well. I just....keep going, hoping the next day will be different. I know that's not much.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real? -Albus Dumbledore That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have. -Garden State |
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At least I know I'm not alone. It makes me feel guilty. I love my kids but I get so frustrated
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Yes, hope things get better soon for you, I'm just coming out of a funk myself. I understand completely
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Current Meds Lamictal 200 mg x2 Seroquel 100 mg |
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I hate "the funk" that bloody bastard
I hope you feel better soon ![]()
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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yeah I hate it. had it for months
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Bipolar affective disorder 2 Possible cptsd not yet dx Seroquel 300mg Lithium 600mg Propranolol 30mg |
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Thanks to having the right mix of medications, I haven't been seriously depressed in two or three years. But I do remember the feelings of hopelessness and the absolute lack of energy and motivation. I hope things work out for you.
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