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Old Jan 28, 2016, 01:54 PM
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It's not like I can't see it. I stay in bed all day, even if I'm awake. Sure I'll get up and let the dogs out, after like 12 hours of laying there. It's not like I don't see when I get up and walk to the kitchen I yell at the kids about the mess. It's not like I can't feel the pain I cause. It probably hurts me more. It's not like I don't know I haven't ate hardly a thing in over a week. I was eating good. I was gaining weight and working out. I was even helping to motivate my girlfriend to work out. I'm doing so many things that I know aren't healthy. But it's like I'm searching my head for light at the end of the tunnel. But my head is a big dark place. I can't see my way out. So something has to happen. Something has to happen to get me up and feeling on top again. Does anyone else get like this?
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Old Jan 29, 2016, 09:13 AM
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Yes, most of us have similar bouts. I live through them one day at a time.

I hope it gets better for you soon.
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Old Jan 29, 2016, 03:55 PM
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I'm like this right now. I know the feeling well. I just....keep going, hoping the next day will be different. I know that's not much.
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Old Jan 30, 2016, 01:47 AM
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At least I know I'm not alone. It makes me feel guilty. I love my kids but I get so frustrated
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Old Jan 30, 2016, 03:47 PM
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Yes, hope things get better soon for you, I'm just coming out of a funk myself. I understand completely

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Old Jan 30, 2016, 06:38 PM
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I hate "the funk" that bloody bastard
I hope you feel better soon
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Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning, I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand
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Old Jan 30, 2016, 07:14 PM
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yeah I hate it. had it for months
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Old Jan 30, 2016, 10:32 PM
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Thanks to having the right mix of medications, I haven't been seriously depressed in two or three years. But I do remember the feelings of hopelessness and the absolute lack of energy and motivation. I hope things work out for you.
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