[260Rogers]

My life was going so well. I was enjoying life. Then I had this bipolar psychotic episode and ended up in the hospital. I was on meds. But I took myself off of them. I have not felt like my normal happy go lucky self since all of this bipolar talk. It’s like I lost my identity and lust for life. I have two young children. I love them dearly. Though in my mind every day I pray god will take me. I hate living like this in fear of another episode.

[ComfortablyNumb5]

Did you stop your meds? Not a good idea. Please take the meds and see your pdoc. Your having back thought and fear another episode, which is more than likely to happen if you've stopped your meds.

Trileptal 600mg BID
Buspar 45mg
Seroquel 150-300mg for sleep
Ativan 1mg PRN
Vyvanse 70mg
Risperdal 4-6mg PRN

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[ButchDeni]

Originally Posted by 260Rogers

My life was going so well. I was enjoying life. Then I had this bipolar psychotic episode and ended up in the hospital. I was on meds. But I took myself off of them. I have not felt like my normal happy go lucky self since all of this bipolar talk. It’s like I lost my identity and lust for life. I have two young children. I love them dearly. Though in my mind every day I pray god will take me. I hate living like this in fear of another episode.

Please be strong. You know you can weather this storm. You can do it for your children. Sending you some love and support! I wish you the best of luck.