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#1
Jan 31, 2016, 08:21 PM
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I have lost myself ... does anyone know who I am .... ?
more importantly , where is here ... and why am I there .... ? I don't remember asking to come here ... I don't remember asking to be ... I don't remember ... why ... must it be so ... ? can I just go .... ? would anyone look for me ... ? would anyone ... miss ... me ... ? |
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#2
Jan 31, 2016, 08:22 PM
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I'd miss you.
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#3
Jan 31, 2016, 08:23 PM
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I love my little girl ... she's my straw ... the last one ... is she real ... am I ...
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#4
Jan 31, 2016, 08:24 PM
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If no one loves you ... are you real ... ?
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#5
Jan 31, 2016, 08:26 PM
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if you love no one ... are you really here ...
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#6
Jan 31, 2016, 08:29 PM
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worried about Tigger too...
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD. Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1600 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 2.5 mg clonazepam., 75 mg Seroquel and 12.5 mg PRNx2 daily |
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#7
Jan 31, 2016, 08:29 PM
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pain brings so many tears ... mine flow into a korean river ... that doesn't even know I exist .... maybe I don't ... maybe I shouldn't ... do I dare ... so tired ... nothing grows in such darkness ... but the tears still fall ... they still fall ...
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#8
Jan 31, 2016, 08:32 PM
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have no fear tigger is a fraidy cat ... scared of his own shaddow ... he'll have to wait ... just wait ... and tears keep coming ...
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#9
Jan 31, 2016, 08:38 PM
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when our clothes get old and tattered we throw them out ... to make room for the new ... when one is old and has lived past the good days should they not also be thrown out to make way ... I am so out of style ... so needing to be removed ... to make room ... why is there not an easy way ... to get out of the way ... so hard ... they make it so hard ...
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#10
Jan 31, 2016, 08:45 PM
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when all you have is a pipe dream ... should you not just except your crazyness ... revell in it ... when all that keeps you afloat is the sould of a little girl on the other side of the world ... how insane one must be ... there is nothing I want ... there is nothing I need ... I be nothing ... nothing can not be missed ... or needed ... maybe was never here at all ...
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Jan 31, 2016, 08:56 PM
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forgot my meds ... why do I bother ... habit I guess
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#12
Jan 31, 2016, 08:59 PM
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laid out my work clothes for morning ... could I hope , could I dream ... it might be the last time ...
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#13
Jan 31, 2016, 09:03 PM
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it helps to just let it all out ... no worries my peeps ... not tonight ... just to tired to plan anything ...
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#14
Jan 31, 2016, 09:04 PM
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You need to get help. This is not typical Tigger. Can you get in to see your pdoc, preferably ASAP? I'm really worried about you.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD. Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1600 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 2.5 mg clonazepam., 75 mg Seroquel and 12.5 mg PRNx2 daily |
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#15
Jan 31, 2016, 09:33 PM
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Yes, please seek help. You are loved, needed, wanted.
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***** Every finger in the room is pointing at me I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now Tori Amos ~ Crucify Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder |
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#16
Jan 31, 2016, 09:50 PM
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Agree with rainbow and cashart. We care bout u tigga
 Please do get help Here if u need me 
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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#17
Jan 31, 2016, 10:26 PM
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You are real tigger....
.....we are too and we care Please call your pdoc.
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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