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the music I listen to seems to be mood dependant
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During one of my hospitalizations, about 17 years ago, I told the therapist in charge how music has a very powerful effect on my mood. He nodded like it was typical but didn't elaborate. When depressed, certain songs can sink me deeper. When on the hypo/manic end of the spectrum, music gives me goosebumps and I feel an electrical current running through me. Like I'm one with the music. I feel like the songs were written for me and my family.
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***** Every finger in the room is pointing at me I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now Tori Amos ~ Crucify Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder |
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i used to (still sometimes), feel that when tori amos wrote upside down, she wrote it for me. and to add to it, i have no idea how she knows i like the piano... she just does. i'm convinced |
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Maybe music can be used to stabilise one's mood, associating "manic music" with depression and vice versa. I don't want my music to be tainted like that, but maybe it would be a good thing.
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide. See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me. |
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I to have found music affects my moods. I have specific music for manic and specific music for depression and the truth be told I should listen to the depression when I'm manic and the manic music when I depressed. LOL Music is amazing.
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