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#1
Feb 26, 2016, 11:49 PM
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This disorder stinks! I think I have entered a depression...possibly dangerous...not at the moment though. Been in touch with T but not helpful. Cant afford to see NP until end of March. I'm tired of fighting another episode...it seems like every six months. This is so rediculous. I can't stand it!
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#2
Feb 26, 2016, 11:53 PM
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I hope things look up for you soon!
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***** Every finger in the room is pointing at me I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now Tori Amos ~ Crucify Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder |
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#3
Feb 27, 2016, 12:00 AM
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Considering cancelling T monday. Just want to be home and not go out. Its not like she cn say anything to help. Hasnt yet. Why would in session be any different? Right?
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#4
Feb 27, 2016, 07:27 AM
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I find it is best to go in even if it is for them to see how badly you're doing.
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Feb 27, 2016, 07:30 AM
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I'm sorry. I know how awful that can me.
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Feb 27, 2016, 08:50 AM
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Better to go to Therapy. One sentence may stick and give you a little peace of mind.
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 Bipolar 1Day Vraylar 3 mg. Wellbutrin 150 Night meds Temazepam 30 mg or lorazepam Hasn't helped yet. From sunny California! |
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Feb 27, 2016, 08:54 AM
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That doesn't usually happen when I'm in this state. I don't know we'll see if she responds to my texts from yesterday after she finally responded to my text the night before. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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#8
Feb 27, 2016, 11:38 AM
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Texted with T this morning. Try to eat despite no appetite. Try to stay up during the day. Blah, blah, blah.
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#9
Feb 27, 2016, 11:40 AM
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T or not, get out of the house.
You know, by experience, the worst place is staying home. I would go just to get out. |
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Feb 27, 2016, 11:45 AM
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Actually it gets worse being out right now. I prefer the safety of my bed.
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Feb 27, 2016, 01:40 PM
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That's my sign that I'm in a really bad depression, staying in bed for days. I'm sorry you suffering so right now. HUGS
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#12
Feb 27, 2016, 02:28 PM
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide. See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me. |
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#13
Feb 27, 2016, 06:37 PM
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Mom, dad, and I went out for dinner for my birthday(it's actually tuesday) but we celebrated this weekend. I put on my "fake I'm happy" face and got it over with. The whole way home felt like I was gonna [trigger] vomit [trigger/]. Once I got home took an anti-nausea pill, took a shower, and chillin' in the recliner. Dark dark thoughts...eh whatever. This is exhausting to fight. Ugh!
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#14
Feb 27, 2016, 09:44 PM
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I'm really struggling tonight. Ugh! Super super stressed by the dark thoughts. Cried for a bit when I first got in bed but that stopped. I could cry all night but I cant Ive cried enough.
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