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#1
Feb 27, 2016, 06:20 PM
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I'm dealing with depression again snd I've been out of
Ip for a week. I was on a AP while there for psychosis but not anymore. I'm scared how fast I feel bad again. I seriously considered OD last night and even researched to see how much I needed to take. It was hard to resist. I see my new pdoc march 29. I'm scared the psychosis will return it this depression will get worse. My new pdoc is the one I saw while ip recently. He's amazing. I'm not really sure what to do. Last edited by HALLIEBETH87; Feb 27, 2016 at 06:47 PM. |
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#2
Feb 27, 2016, 06:39 PM
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If it gets bad again or you're thinking about hurting yourself then go to the ER if you can't get in with a pdoc. I'm surprised your appointment is pushed back so much after IP! They should of kept you on the AP but that's just my opinion.
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Feb 27, 2016, 06:44 PM
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I second this. In Michigan my appointment has to be within a week of getting out I believe. It's unacceptable to be in the hospital for crisis then wait a month to see a Pdoc when u get out. I would call his house on Monday and let them know whats going on and that you really need to see him earlier than the end of march. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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Feb 27, 2016, 06:47 PM
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I'm afraid if I call they'll just say go ip(where he also works)
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Feb 27, 2016, 07:09 PM
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You have to wait a MONTH after getting out of the hospital? That's not right!
Do you at least have meds on hand? Did they give you more APs? If so please take them. You don't have to be on them forever, just until the crisis is over (let's be honest a week isn't a long time considering).
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#6
Feb 27, 2016, 07:13 PM
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I have a months worth but I'll run out before my appt so I'll have to do refill request. No I have no ap
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#7
Feb 27, 2016, 08:01 PM
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Go ip again if you can't get in Monday.
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#8
Feb 27, 2016, 08:08 PM
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I don't want to go back. I'll be so embarassed!
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Feb 27, 2016, 08:29 PM
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There's nothing to be embarrassed about. It's a lot better than getting worst and doing something that could harm yourself. Don't ever be embarrassed to seek help! We're all here for you. I'm also from Michigan where my appointments where always within a wk of getting out. I would call pdoc asap if I were you or seriously consider going back. I don't get msgs unless the other person using tapatalk app! |
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Feb 27, 2016, 08:38 PM
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I'll maybe call Monday and see if I can get in sooner but I doubt it. If I tell them my suicudal urges they will say go to hospital
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#11
Feb 27, 2016, 08:40 PM
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Call daily if need be.
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Feb 27, 2016, 09:29 PM
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Feb 27, 2016, 10:12 PM
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Hallie- question. Don't answer if you don't want, maybe I am mis-interpreting.
You said someone is there, you said, you would be so embarrassed. Have you been fixating on this person? Do you have the you want to see him, but you don't want him to see you unwell thing? Do you have the (don't worry - so common) bit of fixation going on for this doc? Underneath, are you wanting to not be well so you CAN see him, but then also not wanting that - duality thing happening?
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#14
Feb 27, 2016, 10:17 PM
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No...I want to be happy again. I'm using coping skills to get through this here at home. I'd be embarrassed to have to be back ip so soon. He's a great dr but no I'm not fixating on him.
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Feb 27, 2016, 10:25 PM
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Oh Hallie - sorry I was probably projecting my own past problems with fixation and obsession onto your few words.  The rocking boat isn't only influenced by the sea, but the wind as well. Best of luck to you. (Hugs)
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#16
Feb 27, 2016, 11:16 PM
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I'm tired if these thoughts though
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