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I've been away for the past week or so. I've been so stressed! My mom is all of a sudden moving to where I live (three hours away from her) and she is elderly. Trying to get all her paperwork has been ridiculous. She has never been diagnosed but she is definitely bipolar and I know I got it from her. As she has gotten elderly she really isn't manic anymore. She is still obsessive about certain things. Well, you add her obsessiveness and mine, it's a perfect storm! I was crying and hysterical last night. My husband got worried again.
I have BAD OCD about certain subjects. Mine is mostly thoughts. I just knew I had done some paperwork wrong or messed up creating an account online that she needed. Then I became paranoid about it and had unrealistic thoughts but I couldn't stop myself. I see my pdoc for the 1st time tomorrow since being put on Gabapentin. I've had ok results and I'm just hoping this episode was just related to stress and not a representation of the affects or non-affects of the med. Just wanted to update you guys. I've missed you guys!
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Hashi/Bipolar Mom 300mg Lamictal 1800mg Gabapentin 10mg Memantine (weaning off) .6mg Clonidine (for sleep and anxiety) 40mg Propanol (for sleep) 3 mg Xanax 10mg Saphris Last edited by Hashi/bipolar mom; Mar 01, 2016 at 11:19 PM. |
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Ocd thoughts are so exhausting, I'm sorry you're experiencing this now. It sounds like stress is likely, mine is really activated by stress, too.
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Missed you too, hashi!
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I was just thinking about how I haven't "seen" you in a while. I hope it all works out. My mom moving in here just temporarily for a few months was super stressful. Good luck with the move and transition. Please take care.
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Glad your back
![]() Only advice I can offer is do what you can and stop before you lose your shyt. I know.... hard to know that line... But enlist your hubby in determining where that line is. Remember .. In a plane the first safety issue told is .. Put the O2 mask on yourself first,, You can't help anyone if your drowning. ![]()
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Thanks guys! Your responses put a smile on my face! I will also take your advice!
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