[12AM]

Dear society,

It is like riding a roller coaster with a track from mountain to valley in a life time duration. Ups and downs move terribly fast left us no time to breathe. Our time is stolen from us. It is both blissful and painful melody only us can dance to, and the people who cannot hear the melody think that we are out of our mind. Dancing and dancing that is all we can do, since our body is not ours to control. When people are tired of running they can walk. Tired of walking they can sit. Tired of sitting they can lay down. But when even lying down is exhausting what else we can do?

Hallucinations make things worse. You get tired and mad when someone say harsh words and yell angrily at you, then you will run away, lock yourself in a quite room to get a break. We have constant voices that say harsh words and angry at us every single second. You might think that those voices are just in our head, but know this fact, for us, there is no difference between voices in our head and your voice. We cannot run. We cannot hide. We never rest. We are the strongest soldiers this world ever had. We are the real badass you are dreaming to be. But you know what? The road to be one of the strongest people is always lonely. So damn lonely.

Just like it is not enough, there is something called delusion. “Get over it”, you said. “There is no game over here, we said”. How can we live our life since we never know what is real and what is not. We are the prisoners of the other reality. We are the people you refuse to see. We are both angel and demon who bring out the deepest fear in human’s heart. We make you afraid, anxious, and confuse that some of you choose to be ignorant, pretending you have never seen us. Then for your own sake, please realize this, without us, you will never win a golden ticket to the real happiness. There is no real happiness when we laugh while others cry. There is no real happiness in underestimating others struggle. Have a compassion, society. We are here to make you see the world as it is, and not the world that you want to see.

Sincerely yours,
Bipolar Fighter

PS : This is a letter I sent to people in my real life. I know it’s impossible to change the world, I am not that naïve, but for not trying to make it a better place to live is the real failure.

[Serzen]

Thanks for being so brave and sincere. I enjoyed the writing.
Sending you hugs.

[wiretwister]

very eloquent ...

[Takeshi]

Thanks for sharing that with us, that is one heck of an awe-inspiring writing, I really really liked it. (Pardon my poor vocabulary) As a person who never experienced the worst trifecta that you described in your writing, plus much more that took away your time, I think that your words, feelings, good character are coming through, and this goes without saying you're a one special brave and courageous person that I've ever met, that anyone would see.

I'm not so sure about naïvety and impossibilities, maybe we can all settle for the better.

Life is precious, our time is precious, your letter has shown me that we oughta live the way like there's no other way to live, that's what I'm thinking after reading it.

I just hope that you feel less lonely than the time your unexpected fight started, may the strength be with you and your fellow fighters.

(((12PM)))

Dear Bipolar Fighter,

We neither understand nor particularly care what you go through, but we are going to stigmatize and unfairly prejudge you.

Sincerely yours,

Society