What is your biggest complaint right now?

Sundays always give me anxiety about going back to work on Monday, even now that I'm stable I struggle every Sunday with this. I'll go and it will be fine I just hate this feeling every week

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"Who" is my response.

It would be my husband.

Or (ex) husband.

We're not divorced yet.

And his mistress.

Nuff said.

My nose won't stop running!!

I'm getting a bit frustrated with my job situation as of a week ago. Basically I want better pay, more benefits and paid vacation / sick leave.

My constant, crippling fight or flight response is grating my cheese tbh.

I complained too soon, daughter called😀 and we had a nice chat. So, now I can complain about my husband wanting to worry and worry about the part-time, low paying job I replaced my super stressful full-time, higher paid job with. How many times do I have to deliver the same line, it will be fine. I need a new line.

Yowchy

Too much rapid cycling. So very sick of it. Just started the olanzepine. Doing OK today. Have no idea what tomorrow or the rest of the week will be like. Last week was starting to think about going IP. So at least for now I m better. Maybe the new med will help. Just don't know. So discouraged. Was fairly stable through fall and early winter but slightly hypomanic. Can deal with that so much better than the depression. After restarting the paxil just couldn't stabilize back with the quitiapine which stabilized me before. Feeling so discouraged.

Having to take my dog to the vet tomorrow. I don't have a car so we have to go in a cab and even tho i order a pet-friendly cab sometimes the drivers are still grouchy. The weather is supposed to be cold but dry and that's good because last time she got all dirty waiting in the muddy parking lot and i had to hold her down on the floor of the cab so she didn't muck up the cab as i'm sure the driver would have gone insane. I also got my fancy parka all dirty from holding her and it cost $36 to dry clean. Plus there's the ordeal of the shots [it's for her rabies and other vaccinations] and i don't know how much it will cost. Luckily i have switched back to an affordable vet from a high-end vet so hopefully it won't be too much. So worried!

I don't feel this life is fair at all. Depression and anxiety has placed me in a lonely and cold place in my life and now I am stuck and can seem to get out.

I'm tired of back pain.

A raucous troll under the bridge bit my knee.

So you must be a billy goat.

Lack of money.

Reclusiveness and isolation. Time to face the world and get out of my place on a daily bases.

it is only monday.

(and the end of the week seems so far away)

I have a nurses appointment tonight and I need every single med changed. She's going to tell me to wait till I see pdoc... In JUNE!!!

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I'm cold, lonely and there's snow flurries outside.

I want to get my signature right. Being computer illiterate is a problem.

I'm ruminating on all that this illness caused me to lose

I hate myself and I want to die...those thoughts are annoying