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Apr 07, 2016, 10:26 PM
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This is a poem I wrote before I was diagnosed. I'm getting better little by little. I just wanted to share this with you all. Thank you.
 My mind races, rages, circling up...down....in between being happy, sad, confused, numb. Sometimes I don't want to wake up I don't want to see the sun. It's hard to explain, difficult to see. Is the whole world full of hate? Or is it just me? I don't know what it is to be 'normal' I don't see past today. I wish these thoughts would leave me I want them to go away. Is there a demon amongst us? Or is the demon me? Is everyone safe? From the demon they cannot see? What does it want? Where will it go? Am I imagining these things? I do not know. I have been called a crazy, psycho ***** I can't turn these feelings off, there is no magic switch. I'm looking forward to the day when I enjoy life again Never to look back on my inner demon. Until that day comes, I will continue to fight Until my nights are calm and my days are more bright. |
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#2
Apr 07, 2016, 10:29 PM
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That is a fantastic poem. You really captured the BP experience.
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#3
Apr 07, 2016, 10:35 PM
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yes you really did capture the experience. I think you could get your diagnosis from the poem alone, pretty succinct.
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Bipolar 1 with mixed and psychotic symptoms & ADHD Meds Latuda 120mg Lamictal 200mg Haldol 5mg (+5mg during mixed episodes) Vyvanse 40mg morning 20mg noon Benztropine 0.5mg |
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Apr 08, 2016, 07:49 AM
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That's good. I really like it.
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
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#5
Apr 08, 2016, 08:03 AM
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...is there a demon amongst us
or is the demon me I like that |
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Apr 08, 2016, 08:49 AM
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Great poem!
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Apr 08, 2016, 09:06 AM
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I like it!. keep 'em coming.
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Apr 08, 2016, 10:37 AM
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Nice job!
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