I was told I don't have bipolar?

This is despite me sleeping just less than 5 hours sleep, spending money, wanting sex and having racing thoughts. Last night I was ****ed by a demon and I was laughing about it and my mind is telling me to act like a retard. Right now I'm thinking sex sex sex and wanting to get drunk and smoke some weed. I was told this is emotionally unstable traits. Lol. I'm probably going to get ****ed by a demon again tonight, dirty bastard. I feel high as a kite but this one doctor said this isn't bipolar. Ok.

I'm no expert in bipolar, but it seems to me that you are, for the most part, horny.

If not bipolar then I'd say BPD but are you actually really thinking you're seeing a demon? Sorry you were a bit vague. If you are then that's psychosis and I'd say BP with psychotic but don't take my word for it seeing that I'm not a dr.

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I'm horny, horny horny horny

I believe that this demon is real and just wanted to touch me

When they say "emotionally unstable traits" are they hinting at Borderline (BPD) ?

I would consider IP. You very much sound like you're having a psychotic episode here. You need some professional interference

They put me in there then took me straight out because I wasn't improving lol

Yes but they also said mood swings and high risk of being impulsive

They took you out because you weren't improving? That sounds a bit strange to me and even more so, a reason to keep you longer. Why not just try different meds or keep you longer?

Blackrose,
Bring this post to the ER.

True or not, I read 69% of bipolar patients are misdiagnosed the first time, and it's a very complicated diagnoses. Might search 69% misdiagnosed. Also read it can take years to get the correct diagnosis. Many diagnosed with depression when actually they are bipolar. Medications for depression cause problems for bipolar patients.

They said hospital isn't for me. Plus they discharged me despite whilst on leave I got drunk and throwing up on the toilet then spent all day in bed. I get away with anything. I could probably tie a shoe lace around my neck and then get discharged anyway lol

They won't do anything

Active addiction can mimic bipolar.

The demon was Incubus

Yup I still feel on a high which I didn't have for weeks due to depression. I found that I scream and shout when I am happy.

Well I didn't dream about him again lol

I would try a different hospital. If you're thinking the demon is real then that is psychosis. I'm sending you a ton of hugs and support!

Is the demon hot?

Sorry! Just had to ask.

Some doctors and hospitals see BPD as getting worse in hospitals , acting out more, so they generalized it to anyone they suspect of BPD and kick em to the curb.

In my head I was improving so I don't really get it? I was improving the moment I started sleeping less etc apart from kicking a hole in the wall.There were people in hospital with bpd and been in there for weeks.

He had a nice *** lol

Haha. Sweet.

I would get a different DR....you apparently have some sort of mental illness. Sex at your age seems normal to me...and wanting to fill voids with affection and touch is normal...but when you go to the extreme of telling a website how you feel sexually...that is not normal behavior...its attention seeking behavior and I agree with others that you may have Borderline Personality Disorder.

Get another opinion.