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Apr 20, 2016, 08:13 AM
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I become irritable when i am asked to many questions or any questions at all (i feel like biting the persons head off, no joke) i hate when people say stupid or do dumb things. I come off as very rude and *****y to my friends and family at random times (even when theyve done nothing to me). The slightess things tick me off. I can get angry at the snap of a finger and then be extermely happy again right after, and it goes back and forth untill the person becomes annoyed with me. Sometimes i get too happy, or just completely shut down. People are constantly asking "are you okay" and ask if im upset. I have constant headaches. I think about suicide almost everyday. I hate myself, and dont like my family. Men take advantage of me. I feel worthless and empty and when i get a substance, i use as much of ot as possible to feel better. When i get alcohol, i down as much of it as possible, and wait for the effect of marijuana to feel high and careless.. I dont tell people about my issues ( no one truely listens to me) its stays bottle up inside me. I feel anxious at times, like my hearts racing, with my thoughts. My worse fear is being alone for long periods of time with no one to talk to. I feel like crying 24/7.
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Apr 20, 2016, 10:34 AM
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Hello Jojor. Welcome to PC bipolar forum. I don't have any advise for you. Only to wish you well and hope you find the time you spend here worthy.
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Apr 20, 2016, 10:47 AM
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HUGS
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Apr 20, 2016, 11:44 AM
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Welcome to PC and the Bipolar forum. I don't have any specific advice or diagnosis for you (I never went to med school, or anything like that), but I think you need to see a counselor or a psychologist ASAP. Especially if you are having thoughts like that daily. Please take care of yourself and we're here to support you as well.
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Apr 20, 2016, 12:11 PM
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Honestly, I'm not a doctor, but it could be Bipolar, BPD, MDD... anything.
You'll need to talk to a professional to get an accurate diagnosis. I always tell people to see a psychologist for an intake. If you can't do that for whatever reason, then at least see a therapist. I myself started off by seeing a therapist, who eventually referred me to a psychiatrist and a psychologist. While therapists usually can't diagnose, they have enough experience treating mental disorders that they at least have an idea of what's going on. |
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Apr 20, 2016, 01:39 PM
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This is an old thread. You probably should not post your reply to it, as the original poster is unlikely to see it.|
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