[Coconutzo]

Am I whipping down this winding road again? I'm on fire. I'm insatiable. I don't know if I even realize it but for brief moments of clarity. Usually in the morning after... Not that I've done anything. But I push the pesky limits that keep me penned up. Flirting with old and too friendly friends... Binge watching naughty(and nasty) videos on line. Slinking around like some perverse little minx making eyes at everyone In whatever nearly see through contraption I've decided is work/life/visit to my boyfriends mom appropriate. It starts this way, with me keeping it in my proverbial pants and it soon slips. It has before. I've ripped to smithereens splendid(though smothering) relationships with my smoldering. I don't want to go down that road again.
What I'm saying is, "Does anyone have a glass of water?"


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[pirilin]

Coco, I like your style. You should be a writer.
Water is only good for the intermission.
I don't have anything to control sex that I can offer.
I'm a sex fan and was almost an addict when younger.
Not looking that hot right now. Or have energy to burn.
Exercise and playing sports helped some. How active is your life?.
Physical exhaustion sometimes prevents acting in that fraction of a second thought.
Hope you find relief. There is a too much of a good thing.

Ask PDOC for some Paxil added to your regime (may need to increase stabalizer). Paxil can kill a labido for good if you're lucky. Ride a bike for 3 hours a day. Blow out your groin. The big "O" will be more work than it's worth, keeping things in check. Chastity belts may be out of fashion, but it might save your life.

Or, stay in your room (away from people) , play out fantasies in your head and just be careful of carpal tunnel.

[Coconutzo]

Thanks pirilin. You're funny. I appreciate that in another crazy person.
I get vigorous(lol) exercise 6-7 days a week and stunning sensational sex 3-4 times, which is exactly 10+ times too few. I roll around with myself in the bed about 15 times as well. This being in states where elevated mood is present.
I'm white knuckling this desire nonsense for now...
Though it's scary! I'm scared of me!

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[Ocean Swimmer]

Solo sex helps.
I get weird sometimes,dreaming up contacting old flames. It's usually a bust and embarrassing.
Don't know if you remember "hair back", but he wants me to bring his swim suit back to CA. Once an old friend told me he purposely left his jacket in my car to see me again.

But are you getting a manic streak? Need to take care. Hyper sexual activities can feed mania.
Sleep. Lots of sleep. Sunshine 20 min a day. Or vitamin D. Tame diet too. Plenty of water. Less soda. Less coffee.
And Meds. Don't know what you need. But I sometimes go into that world when I reduce dosage or quit Meds. Have you been messing with your Meds ?
Get a Pdoc appt.
stay out of possible ip.
Love and luck.

[Coconutzo]

Originally Posted by ElsaMars

Ask PDOC for some Paxil added to your regime (may need to increase stabalizer). Paxil can kill a labido for good if you're lucky. Ride a bike for 3 hours a day. Blow out your groin. The big "O" will be more work than it's worth, keeping things in check. Chastity belts may be out of fashion, but it might save your life.

Or, stay in your room (away from people) , play out fantasies in your head and just be careful of carpal tunnel.

HAHAHAHAHA
I'm figuratively/metaphorically/snot dripping from my nose dying right now. Chastity belt is the solution I'm sure!
I'm scared of anti depressants because the make me DANGEROUSLY manic. Also I still need sex but just can't manage to "finish" as it were!

[Coconutzo]

Swimmer,
My meds are in a manageable place right now. I've only upped my mood stabilizer, but I definitely go for a swim in the euphoric deep end this time of year. I think I'm balance beaming, tight rope bicycling somewhere between my "normal" and hypo. Though faces of friends seem to already read concern. So maybe I'm tipping into tumultuous territory.
I see that psychiatrist fellow here in the next few days, tho ignorantly and sloppily, not uncharacteristically of me, I forgot to write it down and may need to give him a ring on the telophone(Earth, to major tom?) to figure it out.

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[Mrs. Mania]

I've also been hitting the porn sites hard and masturbating, 3 times a day + sex w/my husband. Last night my boss came back after a 2 week vacation. We both reached awkwardly to hug........ohhhh baby, I almost went and masturbated in the restroom. We have a good bit of electricity between us. Sometimes I have to leave the nurses station it's so intense. I can't imagine cheating and I don't think he would cheat on his spouse either, but damn. He gets me moist! I take Paxil and rarely have an appetite, but when I do......it's. 0-100 REAL quick.