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#1
May 17, 2016, 04:43 PM
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It happens like every May.
I feel beautiful and special then I'm SO angry and irritable and wanna cry and wanna cut and stay in bed or just die. I go into an episode every may. Usually mixed. I usually end up ip too I'm so irritated
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
 *Laurie*, Anonymous59125, BipolaRNurse, bizi, cashart10, Hashi/bipolar mom, jacky8807, Nammu, Pikku Myy, Victoria'smom
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May 17, 2016, 04:46 PM
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I'm so sorry. Are you safe right now? Do you have any early coping strategies you employ at times like this? It's terrible when you watch yourself fall apart. When you know it's happening but can't seem to stop it. (((Hugs)))
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May 17, 2016, 04:48 PM
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I'm sorry. I feel you
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May 17, 2016, 04:53 PM
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I'm crying and idk why. I see pdoc tom and I'm afraid for him to see me like this
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
| Anonymous59125
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May 17, 2016, 04:55 PM
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This is precisely the time your doc needs to see you. They will understand. Hopefully they can help you. I'm glad to hear you have an appt coming up.
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| Nammu
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May 17, 2016, 05:04 PM
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I'm afraid I'll break down in his office and he will send me ip
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
| Nammu, Pikku Myy
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#7
May 17, 2016, 05:09 PM
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I hear you. I'm so sorry. I was sent IP against my will recently and I know how scary the thought is. Do you think you should consider IP or do you feel mostly safe right now?
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May 17, 2016, 05:12 PM
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sorry to hear you're having a rough time. good thing you see your pdoc soon though, hopefully they'll be able to help you out a bit.
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Bipolar 1 with mixed and psychotic symptoms & ADHD Meds Latuda 120mg Lamictal 200mg Haldol 5mg (+5mg during mixed episodes) Vyvanse 40mg morning 20mg noon Benztropine 0.5mg |
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May 17, 2016, 05:27 PM
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It's okay to break down in his office. Ip may be best sooner rather than later. Stop it faster so your not toreturned more.
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Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
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May 17, 2016, 08:40 PM
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I don't need ip. I'm just worried he will be quick to try and send me there
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
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May 17, 2016, 10:00 PM
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It is ok to break down in his office.Do you have a therapist you could call before the appointment. Could you write out the things that are upsetting to you and read them to him., maybe that would help you maintain composure???
I feel for you bizi |
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May 17, 2016, 10:41 PM
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My t just texted that I need to talk to him about what's going on
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
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May 17, 2016, 10:54 PM
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All the good energy your way sweet Hallie
 I am thinking of you.
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May 18, 2016, 08:01 AM
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Good luck today...sending warm thoughts.
bizi |
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May 18, 2016, 09:04 AM
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Good luck hallie ..I hope you and your pdoc can figure out the best way to make you feel well!
   
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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May 18, 2016, 01:24 PM
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He upped my sleep med and Ativan dose.
I was crying and he asked why and I said idk! He thinks bc I've only been taking one Ativan a day instead of three that it's causing my mood swings but idk. I just know I was doing great now I'm not. He asked if I felt safe going home. I am but my mind is giving me fits
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
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May 18, 2016, 01:37 PM
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Sorry you have to go through this. I get manic every June and am not looking forward to testing clozaril against that trend. I hope the med adjustments help you.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD. Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1600 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 2.5 mg clonazepam., 75 mg Seroquel and 12.5 mg PRNx2 daily |
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May 18, 2016, 01:43 PM
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Thanks.
I'm hopeful
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
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May 18, 2016, 01:48 PM
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Quote:
PAWS (Post-Acute Withdrawal Syndrome) It says mood swings from mania to depression is one of the symptoms. I hope the increase in Ativan and sleep meds works out for you
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