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I've seen descriptions of it that to me sound like ultra rapid cycling (up/down/up/down many times in a given day) and other times it sounds kind of like an agitated depression (or depressive mania, if that exists?). Thanks![/QUOTE] For me, take both of what you described, put in a bottle and shake. whatever comes out is mixed. Sometimes it's one, sometimes it's the other and often it is all of it at once. I find it really hard to put into words and like BipolaRNs' description.
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That's actually kind of the way it felt, icare. You're good at this! I've been trying to figure that ****ing whatever it was that happened to me forever. I guess maybe it was a mixed episode. Overall it still felt very bad. lol
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