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Old May 24, 2016, 09:00 PM
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I'm bored. I want to run away. I could go to my parents house but last time I went psychotic. like really bad. I thought my husband was trying to steal my kid. Then there's the whole getting my shot thing. I'm so restless. I don't want to see a new T like this because I'll start an argument. I was yelling at my husband today but he reminded me I was yelling instead of talking. He's trying to get me to brush my hair. I'm so bored even took an addivan. I couldn't breath and he said it was anxiety. He's the sane one today. I need tricks to come down. I'm not ending up in the hospital over this!!! maybe I'll just wait for my shot. What if I'm all sliced up by then?? Will the nurse send me to the hospital even if it's superficial? I'm not getting a therapist until this is over. I hate the bugs all over my skin too.

I don't trust my husband to care for my son right now. He's refusing meds still. Hasn't gotten high I'm so all over the place I can't watch him. He's now typing a book to my nephew and is going to ruin my and my sisters relationship. I'm going to get my kolotipin tomorrow and start taking that to calm down. Miguel being here is keeping us on the rails. any suggestions appreciated.
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Old May 24, 2016, 09:06 PM
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Time to call the doctor and/or head to the ER. You do not sound well at all and neither does your husband. Why not be proactive about this and head it off with the help of a doctor before it gets any further out of hand?
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Old May 24, 2016, 09:15 PM
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My dr can't see me till July 8th and the ER will keep one of us, probably me. I have to white knuckle it until Thursday. I'm calling tomorrow for a T even though I don't want one.
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Old May 24, 2016, 10:17 PM
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Please let your SIL take care of Miguel ,, neither you or your husband can care for him safely .

I second the call the Pdoc /T or ER ... Why allow your situation to explode further? The harder you go down the longer it takes to find stability again .

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Old May 24, 2016, 10:25 PM
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I would go to the ER, ASAP! I agree with Christina, get someone else to care for your son so you and your husband can get proper care.
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Old May 24, 2016, 10:36 PM
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MM, I'm really trying not to sound judgemental, but you need help asap! It's not fair to put your son through this. Find someone to take him. Forget homework at this time. I would also go to the hospital. Why not go get stable? I hate being unstable to the degree you are. Please get help.
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Old May 24, 2016, 11:33 PM
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We can't give him to my SIL until this week-end. I'm going to go in tomorrow to get a T appointment. This feels so nice!!! I don't want to come down but I'm still taking my meds. This feels so nice! and the best part is I'm not psychotic.
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Old May 25, 2016, 07:25 AM
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New t appointment today at 3:30 now what do I say?!
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Old May 25, 2016, 07:42 AM
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I am sorry, if you are feeling bugs crawling on your skin then that is psychotic.
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I don't think you really have bugs?????
Glad that you are going in to see a T.
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Old May 25, 2016, 07:53 AM
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I know they're not there. Does that still count?
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Old May 25, 2016, 08:06 AM
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This is something that you can talk to your T today. See what a professional thinks, I am not one.
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Old May 25, 2016, 12:33 PM
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I'm bouncing I'm so nervous.
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