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Magnate
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Jun 02, 2016 at 10:44 AM
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Today is such a day (edit: that I feel it, know it; I'm always an idiot, not just today).
I'm an idiot. But not depressed. Does that count as a BP-thing, feeling like an idiot even when not depressed, or is it just because I'm an idiot? __________________ Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide. See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me. Last edited by Icare dixit; Jun 02, 2016 at 10:58 AM.. |
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Jun 02, 2016 at 10:59 AM
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Depends on what you mean by "idiot"
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Jun 02, 2016 at 11:01 AM
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But sometimes just ashamed. Today I'm ashamed. __________________ Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide. See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me. |
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Jun 02, 2016 at 11:14 AM
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Why are you ashamed? Did you do something especially idiotic?
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Jun 02, 2016 at 11:23 AM
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But I am uncertain about whether I was manic or not. Usually you'd be able to tell afterwards, but I can't really. So maybe it wasn't mania then. Or maybe it was but I'm not depressed so I don't feel as ashamed or guilty as I otherwise might have been. Maybe I don't have depression anymore. Just mania. Or maybe neither. Or maybe I'm just manic/psychotic all the time. __________________ Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide. See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me. |
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Jun 03, 2016 at 03:33 AM
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I am an idiot every day and lovin it!
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Jun 03, 2016 at 06:35 AM
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I'm an idiot too.
We can have an idiot pride parade. lol. Blue can lead it. __________________ The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "I'm scared. I'm old. I want to go home!" 😁 - anonymous |
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Jun 03, 2016 at 07:40 AM
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I'm never an idiot. A superidiot yes.
__________________ ]Roses are red. Violets are blue.[ Look for the positive in the negative. PIRILON. If lemons fall from the sky, make lemonade. Unknown. Nothing stronger than habit. Victor Hugo. You are the slave of what you say, and the master of what you keep. Unknown. |
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Jun 03, 2016 at 08:42 AM
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Yes to the parade! I'll be riding on the Fraud and Imposter Float.
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Jun 03, 2016 at 01:30 PM
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I'll march in the parade with you all, because I'm an idiot too!!!
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Jun 03, 2016 at 02:23 PM
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I'm am idiot too, I've left home 4 times with the express idea of returning the reboot movie as part of the trip.....guess what I had to make a 5 trip for?
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Jun 03, 2016 at 03:32 PM
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I see no proof of you being an idiot so I reject the idea. You might feel like an idiot but that doesn't make it true.
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Jun 03, 2016 at 07:38 PM
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I did something idiotic, but I can't speak of it,lol.
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Jun 03, 2016 at 07:46 PM
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