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Jun 02, 2016, 10:44 AM
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Today is such a day (edit: that I feel it, know it; I'm always an idiot, not just today).
I'm an idiot. But not depressed. Does that count as a BP-thing, feeling like an idiot even when not depressed, or is it just because I'm an idiot?
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Jun 02, 2016, 10:59 AM
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Depends on what you mean by "idiot"
I'm an idiot 100% of the time! I'm proud to be an idiot  *Idiot pride* |
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#3
Jun 02, 2016, 11:01 AM
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But sometimes just ashamed. Today I'm ashamed.
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide. See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me. |
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Jun 02, 2016, 11:14 AM
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Why are you ashamed? Did you do something especially idiotic?
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Jun 02, 2016, 11:23 AM
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But I am uncertain about whether I was manic or not. Usually you'd be able to tell afterwards, but I can't really. So maybe it wasn't mania then. Or maybe it was but I'm not depressed so I don't feel as ashamed or guilty as I otherwise might have been. Maybe I don't have depression anymore. Just mania. Or maybe neither. Or maybe I'm just manic/psychotic all the time.
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide. See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me. |
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Jun 03, 2016, 03:33 AM
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I am an idiot every day and lovin it!
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#7
Jun 03, 2016, 06:35 AM
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I'm an idiot too.
We can have an idiot pride parade. lol. Blue can lead it.
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#8
Jun 03, 2016, 07:40 AM
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I'm never an idiot. A superidiot yes.
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Jun 03, 2016, 08:42 AM
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Yes to the parade! I'll be riding on the Fraud and Imposter Float.
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#10
Jun 03, 2016, 01:30 PM
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I'll march in the parade with you all, because I'm an idiot too!!!
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| Icare dixit
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#11
Jun 03, 2016, 02:23 PM
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I'm am idiot too, I've left home 4 times with the express idea of returning the reboot movie as part of the trip.....guess what I had to make a 5 trip for?
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#12
Jun 03, 2016, 03:32 PM
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I see no proof of you being an idiot so I reject the idea. You might feel like an idiot but that doesn't make it true.
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Jun 03, 2016, 07:38 PM
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I did something idiotic, but I can't speak of it,lol.
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Jun 03, 2016, 07:46 PM
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