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I'm getting agitated with myself. I'm so schmucking bored, and alone, and it's getting under my skin. I'm trying hard not to take out anger on myself.
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Crap, not even a reply here. I guess since I'm getting cranky, I will get me a Snickers. See you all in the big house.
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Mmmm, Snickers....
![]() I've been less on the forums last 2-3 days (pet death, then super hot, brain's been mush) and only popped by subscribed threads, so quite behind and no newer stuff yet. Till yours just now. Title caught my eye because... I can very much relate to this feeling you describe. It's not unusual for BF to sleep excessively -- as in for days. Though I know it's not good or necesary to look to someone else for feeling good, etc., and I have plenty of things to do (or, more accurately, should do), it can very much put me in that place. I'm bored because I want it to be more lively, and have interaction, so that makes me feel lonely, and I feel like I should be quiet or something, so I rarely put music on (which would motivate me), then there's the silence and with the lack of motivation comes the boredom, then frustration and almost like coming out of my skin and I just want to scream! It's not that I can't deal with alone time. It's ok. But I want it to be a choice, you know? Not foisted upon me. I don't have any friends, so it's not like that's an option. Sometimes I will go on a little adventure or something. That helps, but sometimes I don't want to go out. Then it's... Well it's like going stir crazy! About like that? Have you found things that have worked in the past to pull out of it? I've found that it's much easier to make a list of activities/ideas when I'm not feeling that way, because they can be hard to think of once that feeling is happening. Then there is a list of ideas to try to try to pull out before it spirals. ![]() |
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Did you eat your snickers
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