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#26
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Here listening to music and doing stuff online until I get tired enough to fall.asleep, which hopefully will be earlier.than 6am...
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#27
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A good day. Today has been a good day. A really good day. A super really good day.
Woke up and the other party had breakdast ready. She wanted to go some place. Early, she said. They close at 11:00AM. What kind of fun can you get in a place that closes at 11 AM. I went along without asking questions. It was in a church downtown. Damned, she finally made me go to church, I thought. It was a fruit festival. We arrived at 10 and half the fruit was gone. She goes in a frenzy trying to recoup the 2 bucks admision. 4 bucks total. She's like me. We save the pennies and throw away the dollars. It was about tropical fruits. Being from the tropics and old, I only found a few I haven't tried before. Came back home, won a few tables, had a good cold cuts lunch, and chuchi chuchi. It makes me hungry afterwards, so I wanted food. Went out to a Peruvian place, but the smoke got into my lungs. Flew outta there. We're thinking seafood for me fish for her. But it's too far. I mention a new Mexican place, since we're both hungry by now, and we clicked. The food was excellent. That coming from one that lived in Mexico for four years. And the music was as good. All salsa, bolero, ballenato, reggietton and chachacha. It happens to be owned by a Salvadorian and a Cuban. So no corridos quebraditas or guapangos. Best part. Karaoke. On the second margarita I was the lead singer of the place. I made friends with the staff and one of the owners, who wants me singing on Friday. I don't know how many margaritas I should charge for my hard work, yet. In my depression, I used to remanicence(sp I'm drunk) about the good old days. These ARE the good old days. The olde man still got it. ![]()
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]Roses are red. Violets are blue.[ Look for the positive in the negative. PIRILON. If lemons fall from the sky, make lemonade. Unknown. Nothing stronger than habit. Victor Hugo. You are the slave of what you say, and the master of what you keep. Unknown. |
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#28
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Home time to take meds, sleep will follow within the hour. Sounds like a good night peri
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#29
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Just took my supposive sleepy time meds, that so far do nothing for me. I'll probably be up till three or four. Although did fall asleep at two thirty last night
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#30
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It's almost 9:30pm here. My husband and daughter have gone to bed early, which makes me want to stay up all night to have the house to myself. I'm supposed to go to bed in an hour. Not loving the idea, but I'm supposed to be "taking care of myself"...that concept is kind of confusing, actually.
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#31
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Up late being naughty, just can't get myself tired enough to get into bed....
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#32
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It's 11pm, took the meds, waiting for them to kick in. Thinking of a thousand things I'd rather do.
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#33
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well I work 3rd shift so IF I fell asleep then I'd be being naughty
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I think I need help 'cause I'm drowning in myself. It's sinking in, I can't pretend that I ain't been through hell. I think I need help---Papa Roach |
#34
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Very true!
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Still.up, it's about 2:37am here, can't seen to.get tired, idk I just want some decent sleep. Watching TV right now til.I get tired.
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Wir sind was wir sind English We are what we are MDD w/psychotic features, BPD |
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#36
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OK, my night owl binge ends. Three days no sleep. I feel good but I put myself to sleep before Day 4.
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#37
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I'm here, hoping to get some sleep before 6am tonight...
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Wir sind was wir sind English We are what we are MDD w/psychotic features, BPD |
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#38
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Gonna watch TV. Poker site almost down, a pain in the arse to play. Goonite.
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]Roses are red. Violets are blue.[ Look for the positive in the negative. PIRILON. If lemons fall from the sky, make lemonade. Unknown. Nothing stronger than habit. Victor Hugo. You are the slave of what you say, and the master of what you keep. Unknown. |
#39
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I'm here watching TV, old game shows lol
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Just took my meds I'll be asleep within the hour
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#41
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Haven't taken my meds yet, probably won't for a few hours. This is my primetime
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#42
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I'm off work for a month for a pinched nerve in my neck, so I feel like a college kid. I take all my psych meds plus Vicodin around 8 and then enjoy the buzz for a few hours. My 15 year old is on summer vacation, so we stay up at least past midnight being silly.
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#43
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Wasssup. I'm here. Just drank a double expresso and hoping to sleep. Daydreaming? or nightmare. Your pick. Hitting the sack now.
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]Roses are red. Violets are blue.[ Look for the positive in the negative. PIRILON. If lemons fall from the sky, make lemonade. Unknown. Nothing stronger than habit. Victor Hugo. You are the slave of what you say, and the master of what you keep. Unknown. |
#44
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I've been sleeping good lately. I've been so sick, it's wiping me out! And the heat isn't helping. Anyways, I plan to hit the sack around 11pm. We'll see how it goes.
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#45
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Well I'm still up, lurking, and posting on here until I fall asleep.
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Wir sind was wir sind English We are what we are MDD w/psychotic features, BPD |
#46
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Loving life right now. Been dancing around my flat
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#47
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Staying up late
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#48
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Listening to music, lurking and posting around here tonight...
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I went to bed at 4am last night and woke up at 12. I got the average recommended hours of sleep, 8. I'm average, who would have thunk? I need to get to bed earlier tonight. I usually sleep 10-12 hours so I'm watching out for hypo, but I think I'm safe, I'm feeling a little blue, if anything.
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#50
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When I'm in bed, I want to be in the computer. When I'm in the computer,.......................
Make up ur mind kiddo.
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]Roses are red. Violets are blue.[ Look for the positive in the negative. PIRILON. If lemons fall from the sky, make lemonade. Unknown. Nothing stronger than habit. Victor Hugo. You are the slave of what you say, and the master of what you keep. Unknown. |
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