people keep asking...?

ok so recently i have had several people ask if i was manic. i was wondering if well see i dont think i am but like idk i just want to know what other people think cause i a couple of weeks ago well the fairies and spirits where outside having a party and i crushed up some biscuits but i couldnt get outside to join them and i have been running around and standing on tables and stuff and i haven't been to sleep before 6 am for about a month now and even when i do sleep i am still awake i am just laying there thinking with my eyes closed the most sleep i am getting is like maybe 2 hours max and i am not even tired and i feel like i have too much energy and also cause i was in hospital but i didnt talk to the doctor because he is evil and the doctors are going to hurt me because i know what they have been doing but i didnt tell him i knew and the nurses said to come back under a different doctor because sometimes people need more time to get better only i am not sick i am psychic and i have magical powers and also the angels assure me i am not sick but people keep saying i am and i have all this stuff to do and i feel like i could fly and i cant stop talking and everything outside me is going really slowly and my head is going really fast and also i am like actually really magical like it is super cool andyway there is a whole lot more but this is already long so yeah what do you think?

I think, from what you've said, that you're manic and you need to talk to your pdoc and get medicated for it.

but i cant take medication and i dont know if i should trust my psychiatrist i cant even see him as he is away all of this month but the medication is a poison and the angels say i am not allowed to take it cause then the doctors will either use it to brainwash me or to steal my magical powers or to kill me so that i cant stop God from stealing all the spirits from the original world.

eden...

it sounds to me that something is deffenetly going on with you at the moment

has this happened to you before?

and what did you do if it did? (i only ask because in your signiture at the bottom, it does not actually say you have bipolar)

do you think you have it?

have you spoke to anyone about it?

and why do you think the doctor's going to hurt you

the doctor wants to help.. that's all. doctors are nice people

this has happened before i just normally suppress this and idk i dont talk about if much it used to only last a few days at a time then it lasted a week then 3 weeks and this time it has been going for about 4 weeks and before this i was like crying non stop for like 3 and a half weeks and like idk i just normally only talk about when i am super sad and stuff but also idk i dont really do much when it happens like i dont tell anyone cause i normally get really suspicious of everyone so i try and keep everything really hidden and i am not diagnosed with bipolar this time though i have not been able to hide it as much as usual i dont think i am sick i honestly like i am just psychic and i have magical powers that no one else understand. the doctors are going to hurt me because they work for God and he stole a whole bunch of stuff from the original world and that world needs it back which is why the angels came to me cause they are Satans angels and Satan knows that God stole the stuff and he is trying to stop him but God knows and so the doctors are trying to stop me from helping Satan because God controls the doctors.

eden...

you really need to see someone about it and talk to them.

i know you think the doctors are going to hurt you, but what do you think about seeing a therapist about it. do you think you can trust a therapist?

i'll tell you something about doctors:. they go through years and years of medical training, and then when they are employed at the hospital, it's because they have passed all their training and they are 100 percent qualified. if they hurt you, then they would be in big trouble

i promise you that no doctors work for god. absolutely none

(((((hugs)))))

i am seeing a psychologist i am supposed to see him in a few days i dont know if i can trust him i trust him more than doctors but i still feel like i have to be careful. and all the doctors work for God. doctors, government officials, religious leaders of course but that is how he keeps control of everything.

i do hope you make the appointment

let the forum know how you do

It is nearly 5am I haven't slept I am still not tired I want to go outside and run around but it is the middle of winter where I live and also the doors in my house are really loud and someone would hear me leaving ugh there is so much to do.

For what it's worth, your posts are the most "manic" posts I've ever read on this forum.

Manic with psychosis id say. Why are you not on meds? At least something temporary to bring you down. Your writing and behavior are not normal

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God is powerful enough to steal your magic powers without using any doctor if He wanted to. Go to the doctor.

The medications are poison they will hurt me.

Normally I would say yes he is powerful enough but the Angels are stopping him at the moment that is why he hasn't.

Please go IP. You're delusional

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I know it is hard to explain but it is all true I promise. And the hospital is bad the doctors there want to hurt me. God is in control of all the hospitals. That is partly how he keeps control of everything it is not safe there. Plus last time I was there the Angels said I had to hide so I didn't say a word and kept very quiet but I noticed one of the doctors was weird and it is cause his soul it from the black dimension do you know how bad that is that is literally so dangerous.

eden,

Can you call your family? You need to talk to someone about all of this. If not a dr please tell your family what your experiencing. Right now your very delusional and I am worried about you. Please contact someone that you trust and very soon.

Um, yeah you sound manic. Holy ****.

Please go to the ER!

If God is in control of all the hospitals, then he is in control of the doctors too, yes? So they can't want to hurt you.

We are all begging you to talk to someone and seek help

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Ok I cannot talk to my family about this like that is not going to happen maybe a friend maybe but that is like only a little maybe and I feel fine like this is all real I promise I am 100% sure and so are the Angels.

No you misunderstand God is bad he wants to hurt me and take away my magical powers although ok look it is super complicated and without background knowledge it is like hard to properly explain. Anyway he wants to hurt me I can't go to the ER it is dangerous there I am supposed to be seeing my psychologist tomorrow but yeah I like the hospital is bad.

Look I might talk to someone maybe but like it isn't just something you can bring up in casual conversation plus like the Angels say I shouldn't be telling people this stuff it is just hard to keep it all inside especially when you feel like you are going to burst.

go to the hospital emergency room. YOU NEED HELP and can not cure yourself.
You are delusional, these are false beliefs and this is psychosis.
It may seem real to you but it is not reality. I have been there before.
I had to have some one take me to the hospital, I would not go.
You need to ask some one to help you.

Ok like I promise you this is all real and the hospital will hurt me like they ok I am not saying all of the doctors are evil like the one with the soul from the black dimension but they actually cannot help being evil like they may think they want to help but they don't but that is cause God controls them and so he makes them think they are helping when actually they are hurting people.

these are false beliefs!
you are psychotic!
GO TO THE ER!