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#1
Sep 21, 2016, 12:55 AM
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I've been having problems sleeping. Insomnia. Up late thinking about random things. Most of them what does that mean thoughts.
My mother sent me a childish text because with everything that was going on and because I'm not used to having to report to people, I forgot to text her when I got here, which I feel bad about. But she just made me feel like a horrible, selfish person. No wonder I feel like such a horrible person! My entire growing up life I've been the family scapegoat. Oh, and my mom was drunk of course. I don't know. What are you thinking about?
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#2
Sep 21, 2016, 01:26 AM
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Just got home from a concert. Acdc. Was pretty badass
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| Wild Coyote
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#3
Sep 21, 2016, 02:02 AM
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I couldn't sleep last night ... at all.
Spent most of the day today in and out of bed, not really sleeping or doing anything. I'm wondering what I should do this weekend. Maybe go away for a night. |
| Anonymous37846, Wild Coyote
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#4
Sep 21, 2016, 02:07 AM
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I am currently thinking that I'm the only person who hates the filling in Oreos. I know I think deep thoughts here at work.
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I think I need help 'cause I'm drowning in myself. It's sinking in, I can't pretend that I ain't been through hell. I think I need help---Papa Roach |
| Anonymous37846, p00dlez, Wild Coyote
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#5
Sep 21, 2016, 02:07 AM
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Depressed today. Watching TV. I will try to go to bed soon using a combination of Valerian Root and Melatonin, which seems to help.
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Dx: Bipolar I, ADD, GAD. Rx: Fluoxetine, Buproprion, Olanzapine, Lamictal, and Strattera. |
| Anonymous37846, Wild Coyote
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#6
Sep 21, 2016, 02:16 AM
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#7
Sep 21, 2016, 02:17 AM
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Ehhh I like them but once I had stake oreos and didn't touch them for years.
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Lactimal 175 mg Pristiq 100 mg Gabapentin 1800 mg Klonopin 1mg. Major depression Social anxiety disorder |
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Sep 21, 2016, 02:24 AM
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Some fried dough stands were selling deep-fried Oreos at the region's large fair several weeks ago.
 People seemed to enjoy them. I could not bring myself to purchase an order. WC |
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#9
Sep 21, 2016, 02:28 AM
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I'm in indiana and our state fair had deep fried pepsi
 There is LITERALLY nothing a Hoosier won't deep fry or try to deep fry. Edit: For those wondering they added an emulsifier to thicken the pepsi so that it could be deep fried.
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I think I need help 'cause I'm drowning in myself. It's sinking in, I can't pretend that I ain't been through hell. I think I need help---Papa Roach |
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#10
Sep 21, 2016, 02:29 AM
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Deep fried Oreo rock. Deep fried ice cream rock. Deep fried Pepsi ehhhhhh no
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Lactimal 175 mg Pristiq 100 mg Gabapentin 1800 mg Klonopin 1mg. Major depression Social anxiety disorder |
| Raindropvampire
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#11
Sep 21, 2016, 02:36 AM
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#12
Sep 21, 2016, 02:57 AM
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Oreos aren't worth the calories and dirty teeth lol
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Sep 21, 2016, 03:04 AM
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Sep 21, 2016, 03:05 AM
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Sep 21, 2016, 03:16 AM
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I cant sleep every night, I am so tired of it, I would love to sleep one single night for 8 hours
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| boogiesmash, Crazy Hitch, Raindropvampire, Wild Coyote
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#16
Sep 21, 2016, 03:33 AM
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It's about to be early morning here and I want Oreos now. Thanks.
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| Raindropvampire
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#17
Sep 21, 2016, 03:38 AM
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I do that type of thing to my hubby all the time. Mention something and then he wants it. Says I'm the queen of "brainworms".
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I think I need help 'cause I'm drowning in myself. It's sinking in, I can't pretend that I ain't been through hell. I think I need help---Papa Roach |
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Sep 21, 2016, 03:49 AM
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****. Had a few drinks got a little drunk now I'm wide awake and can feel beer in my stomach. Just want to sleep.
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#19
Sep 21, 2016, 04:11 AM
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It's 4 am and I have absolutely nothing to do.
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#20
Sep 21, 2016, 04:59 AM
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Work. I'm burned out. Due to my position, I get crapped on from the top down and the bottom up. I've been coming home anxious and nearly in tears. I read an article yesterday about a study that was done how people in middle management type jobs have the highest rates of anxiety and depression in the workplace. Hit the nail on the head. I have no one to talk to about it. I don't remember the last time anyone at work said anything positive to me.
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| Anonymous41403, boogiesmash, jpb4815
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#21
Sep 21, 2016, 05:01 AM
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random thoughts... yeah yeah, get them all the time (this is why i started ages ago, the random thoughts thread!) so yesterday's random thoughts included why does the number 10 come after the number 9, and not before? why does the alphabet song and twinkle twinkle have the same tune? why can't you get bacon from a cow why can't you get milk from a pig? why do we have 10 toes when we don't use them all? and... why in football, when someone scores, it is called a "goal" ah being awake all night.. |
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Sep 21, 2016, 07:26 AM
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I go out every tuesday night and dont get home until 2:30, last night I stayed at a friends house so my wife could stay home with the kids. I am doing this for a couple of days then she goes back to her house she is staying at. Stared at the ceiling from 2;30 to about 4. Thinking about all sorts of randomness. I did not even think to get on the computer, duh! I am usually up most nights although maybe my new med routine will stop that. New PDoc is sharp, cant wait to get the call that there has been a cancellation. she actually wants to talk to me about my hallucinations. not just write a new script.
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BP1 OCD General Anxiety Disorder Meds: Clonazapam 1mg 2x daily Lamictal 50mg zyprexa 5mg Prazosin 3mg for night terrors Best of all I am off of the opiate replacements finally, no more methadone Almost Famous: William: "Penny I need to get this interview and go home" Penny Lane : "Poof! you are home." Last edited by jpb4815; Sep 21, 2016 at 07:27 AM. Reason: too sleepy to type well |
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#23
Sep 21, 2016, 08:03 AM
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I'll trade you the filling for the cookies. I could eat that stuff with a spoon. Clog my arteries even more than they are already.
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Meds: Latuda, Lamictal XR, Vyvanse, Seroquel, Klonopin Supplements: Monster Energy replacement.  Also DLPA, tyrosine, glutamine, and tryptophan
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#24
Sep 22, 2016, 02:47 AM
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Anybody up? I'm just worrying about passing the driving test. I need more lessons, but they're expensive...
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Sep 22, 2016, 02:52 AM
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I'm up. The joys of working 3rd shift
 When is your driving test? Sorry it has you worried. 
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I think I need help 'cause I'm drowning in myself. It's sinking in, I can't pretend that I ain't been through hell. I think I need help---Papa Roach |
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