[franz kafka]

I went from being very suicidal yesterday to today thinking the whole world is magical. Everything feels so special and I was driving much too fast. I think I might be hypo. I'm scared because yesterday I discovered that there is an entity putting thoughts into my head about suicide. I'm afraid it'll come back, but for now I'm winning against it. I feel like angels are looking over me and keeping me safe. I'm afraid to tell my pdoc about this because he won't believe me.

[Moose72]

Sounds like you're running into mania. I have angels singing to me when manic and last time I

Possible trigger:

attempted suicide by taking 30 benedryl

[Skeezyks]

Hello franz kafka: If you're driving much too fast & feeling as though thoughts of suicide are being put into your head, you are potentially endangering others & perhaps putting yourself at risk as well. I obviously don't know anything about your pdoc. But it seems to me it is important for you to apprize him of what is going on with you. Please take care...

[xRavenx]

I agree that it sounds like the start of mania. I know how hard it is when it comes to revealing certain things to doctors, but I think it would be in your best interest. Seeking help is definitely needed at this time. Preventing mania from spinning out of control is of utmost importance, and hopefully a plan can be put in place soon for your wellbeing and safety.