I dress like crap

Yes it's so hard looking at old pics of me actually smiling and around a group of friends. Now? My pic would be me in PJs surrounded by my pets lol. I also have had an ED since I was 15. I still have it and I look at old pics and think "I wasn't fat at all! What did I do to myself?!" Ahhh memories of better times. I'd give anything to make happy pics again.

I'm all for comfy lazy clothes when I'm not at work. I'm currently wearing yoga pants and an oversized sweater lol. I force myself to shower every day because I feel so terrible and disgusting if I don't but I hate it.

---leggings are a cozy alternative to sweats and there are lots of soft long tops that go w them. Comfort-yay. We need that. I,never buy anything that isnt super soft. Dark colors dont have to go in the laundry so often. I find great bargains at thrift shops and it is a reason to get out. Wigs $13 on rose wholesale. Just for fun.

I use to dress punk in little skirts and corsets and crap. Now it's tee shirts and jeans and I only change when I shower which is barely every other day. I use to spend a half hour on make up now I have my eyeliner tatooed and that's it. I use to have purple hair and have the dye for it but don't have the energy to put it in. My husband asked for his birthday to dress like I use to.

Anymore I don't get out of my PJs unless I have to go out, and when I do go out I'm usually in leggings, or yoga pants, a T-shirt, and hoodie, sometimes I wear jeans, but lately they feel constricting, and my Converse or Vans, sometimes my goth style boots, or my Uggs (sp?). And I've thanks to medication have gone from 4 showers a day down to one, and I have to force myself to shower (feel disgusting if I don't), idk why a couple of months ago I was showering 4x a day, but I was and it was going on for months before.I changed meds. But that's what I wear/do now.