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Oct 22, 2016, 01:05 AM
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What is your current favorite song that resonates with your MI? (Don't get me wrong, I'm not really that sad or depressed. I just sometimes feel a lack of connection with people because they don't understand me or can't.)
Here's mine: "Hold My Heart" by Sara Bareilles I never meant to be the one to let you down If anything, I thought I saw myself going first I didn't know how to stick around How to see anybody but me be getting hurt I keep remembering the summer night And the conversation breaking up the mood I didn't want to tell you you were right Like the season changing, oh, I felt it too Does anybody know how to hold my heart How to hold my heart? 'Cause I don't want to let go, let go, let go too soon I want to tell you so before the sun goes dark How to hold my heart 'Cause I don't want to let go, let go, let go of you I'm not the kind to try to tell you lies But the truth is you've been hiding from it too I see the end sneaking in behind your eyes Saying things no words could ever do Does anybody know how to hold my heart How to hold my heart? 'Cause I don't want to let go, let go, let go too soon I want to tell you so before the sun goes dark How to hold my heart 'Cause I don't want to let go, let go, let go of you Is anybody listening? 'Cause I'm crying Is anybody listening? Does anybody know how to hold my heart How to hold my heart? 'Cause I don't want to let go, let go, let go too soon I want to tell you so before the sun goes dark How to hold my heart 'Cause I don't want to let go, let go, let go of you Does anybody know how to hold my heart How to hold my heart? 'Cause I don't want to let go, let go, let go too soon I want to tell you so before the sun goes dark How to hold my heart 'Cause I don't want to let go, let go, let go I don't want let go, let go of you I don't want to let go
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...Out of night and alarm Out of terrible dreams Reach me your hand! This is the meaning that we suffered in sleep: The white peace of the waking. ~Edna St. Vincent Millay, "Song of the Nations"~ Diagnoses: Bipolar 2, OCD, Chronic Worrywart  Meds: Lithium (reducing), Trileptal, Latuda, Risperdal, Klonopin and Xanax PRN |
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#2
Oct 22, 2016, 01:58 AM
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Nine inch nails- every day is exactly the same. I was blasting it last night
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#3
Oct 22, 2016, 04:24 AM
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MMMBOP By the Hansens. "Hold on to the ones who really care, cause in the end they'll be the only ones there"
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Oct 22, 2016, 10:31 AM
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"the riot's gone" by Santigold
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#5
Oct 22, 2016, 10:46 AM
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Low Roar - "Give Up"
I'm not depressed, but the idea of someone giving up on me is definitely scary |
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#6
Oct 22, 2016, 11:06 AM
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Tesla - Truckin' - "Livin' on reds, vitamin C, and cocaine...."
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#7
Oct 22, 2016, 07:20 PM
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"Mister Asylum" by: Highly Suspect
My heart is pounding I don't want to be in my skin Everybody, everybody's trying to get in Again I feel like I'm ready to blow When you're up against the world, it shows Baby, I know Hey, Mister Asylum Won't you let me in Oh, Mister Asylum I'm dying to get in To get in The truth is that I can't breathe And I can't feel and I can't move But I can see there, so where am I now Is this hell, I can't tell It's getting hotter and I'm starting to think That maybe that there is no God At least not one I complain to To come down here and save me And I'm losing my **** Something is broken I feel like I'm ready to blow When you're up against the world, it shows Baby, I know Hey, Mister Asylum Won't you let me in Oh, Mister Asylum I'm dying to get in To get in Well I'm out here drowning and surrounded by an ocean of emotion And this can't be real Cause this feeling I'm feeling got me reeling I'm dying again so where did she go Oh, she left me such a long time, such a long time ago, yeah And I'm losing my **** Baby, I'm broken I need her now more than ever before Cause I've started a battle that's turned into a war I won't swallow your pills Yeah, I'll spit 'em back out She's my resuscitation My love in her mouth So where do we go I feel like you're ready to blow When you're up against the world, it shows Baby, I know Hey, Mister Asylum Won't you let me in Oh, Mister Asylum I'm dying to get in Mister Asylum Won't you let me in Oh, Mister Asylum I'm dying to get in
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#8
Oct 22, 2016, 07:28 PM
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"Your Hell is Here" by Solar Fake
"Turning to the next page of your diary It’s blank and virgin white All the lines are blurred, you swim on melted paper Drowning false delight You don’t need to breathe, your eyes are clear But where’s your hope To come up again and face the truth The lies in life Your hell is here You’re fighting monsters to get the constancy out of your head But your hell, my dear, is feeding oceans With your devotion to flood your sick world You’re pouring with the ink onto the background It’s just like a waterfall The shapes are drawn so fast, but letters never talk or say a word at all You still sit there, the words are gone that should pronounce The uncut truth about your life, the lies in life"
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Wir sind was wir sind English We are what we are MDD w/psychotic features, BPD |
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#9
Oct 22, 2016, 07:31 PM
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Nine Inch Nails-Hurt
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“Then what is your advice to new practitioners”? “The same as for old practitioners! Keep at it “. Ajahn Chah Bipolar 1 PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Panic Attacks Parkinsonism Dissociative Amnesia Abilify 15mg Viiibryd 40mg Clonzapam.05mg x2 Depakote 1500mg Gabapentin 300mg x 3 Wellbutrin 300mg Carbidopa/Levodopa 25mg-100mg x 3 |
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Oct 22, 2016, 09:33 PM
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Mine is Technicolor Dreaming by Cardinox.
Greens, golden browns, ruby reds I'm drowning in Am I just... am I just... technicolor dreaming I learned everything I know from watching movies Why can't my life have a hollywood ending I'm a fictional perfection can't you see me Young and foolish I was technicolor dreaming I've danced this dance before The pill bottle box never stays locked Somewhere out there another life awaits... I was only technicolor dreaming Youthful thoughts that LIED TO ME...
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
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#11
Oct 23, 2016, 02:37 AM
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I'm not ok (I promise) -My Chemical Romance
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Oct 23, 2016, 02:28 PM
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The World is Ending- Matt & Kim
The world, the world is ending, watch the sky fall on us The world, the world is ending, we'll run away together Please tell me what you want from me I gave it all I got and the world is ending You worry about everything But wash it all away 'cause the world is ending Told me there is no more laughs All the jokes been told time and a half now Maybe I'm just as bad as you Just as bad as you, even worse than you, yeah The sun is getting brighter now Past the SPF, can't turn it down Warning shots went unheard We were too turned up, we were too turned up There is so many fish in the sea But only a few that really know me now Together we will go down In a blaze of glory, in a blaze of glory
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Bipolar Disorder II Borderline Personality Disorder Generalized Anxiety Disorder Lithium Carbonate ER- 950mg Wellbutrin - 450mg Cymbalta- 60mg Seroquel- 25mg (PRN) |
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