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Old Aug 27, 2015, 07:32 PM
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3 more days until my psychologist appointment. My mom won't take me to the hospital so I have to wait until Monday. My symptoms aren't improving any and I feel like I'm going to explode. The suicidal thoughts are getting worse. I hope I can make it to Monday.
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Old Aug 27, 2015, 07:43 PM
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I remember waiting for my first pdoc appointment and basically losing my **** all over the place, including this forum. Hang in there.
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Old Aug 27, 2015, 08:09 PM
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Thanks Copper. I'm trying to hold it together. I see my psychologist every 2 weeks and my psychiatrist every month so waiting is terrible.
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Old Aug 28, 2015, 09:06 AM
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Hey jtassar93......I just saw this post.....how are you holding up?

Please, please, please be honest with your T when you see them. I know the wait is so hard especially when you are going through so much.

Thinking of you and sending you hugs......
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Old Aug 28, 2015, 02:58 PM
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I'm doing alright. The wait is horrible. The days go by so slowly. I'll update when I see her.
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Old Aug 28, 2015, 04:03 PM
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I was the same way while waiting for my first pdoc appointment. It's very hard. Just remember you can always take yourself to the hospital via ambulance. Unless you are a minor, I'm not sure if they would see you without a parent present, but maybe. Hang in there.
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I was the same way while waiting for my first pdoc appointment. It's very hard. Just remember you can always take yourself to the hospital via ambulance. Unless you are a minor, I'm not sure if they would see you without a parent present, but maybe. Hang in there.
Yes, if a minor gets her/himself into the ER (doesn't have to be by ambulance) s/he will be seen.
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I'm so sorry you are going through this. I know it must be so hard to wait. Please don't do anything to harm yourself! Does your mom know that you are suicidal? If so, why isn't she taking you? Hugs!
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Old Aug 28, 2015, 04:59 PM
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Yes, if a minor gets her/himself into the ER (doesn't have to be by ambulance) s/he will be seen.
Oh good. So no worries.
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Old Aug 28, 2015, 05:10 PM
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Thanks everyone. I'm 21 so not a minor. I'm scared to go by ambulance though. I wish I could drive. My mom knows I've harmed myself but doesn't know I'm suicidal. I'm too embarrassed to tell her. I'll definitely tell my therapist though.
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Thanks everyone. I'm 21 so not a minor. I'm scared to go by ambulance though. I wish I could drive. My mom knows I've harmed myself but doesn't know I'm suicidal. I'm too embarrassed to tell her. I'll definitely tell my therapist though.
NEVER BE EMBARRASSED when your well being is involved. It's nothing to mess with. I understand feeling that way but you have to take care of yourself first. Keep us updated! Hugs!
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Old Aug 29, 2015, 04:11 PM
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I'm doing better. The suicidal thoughts aren't a constant anymore. They come and go. I'll still tell my psychologist though. I just hope I'm not sent to a hospital. That's one of my biggest fears v
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Thanks everyone. I'm 21 so not a minor. I'm scared to go by ambulance though. I wish I could drive. My mom knows I've harmed myself but doesn't know I'm suicidal. I'm too embarrassed to tell her. I'll definitely tell my therapist though.
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This where you were last year.Have you been stable at any time in a years time?
what has helped you in the past?
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