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Elder
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Dec 31, 2016 at 11:41 PM
#201
Planning, yes. Following through, we'll see. I would like to be more organized with just about everything. Thoughts, time, finances, goals. Goals, especially. I'm within spitting distance of graduating college, and I would like to organize accordingly.
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Jan 01, 2017 at 07:56 AM
#202
to be in a better place mentally than I was in 2016
may not sound like much, but seeing as i'm really struggling with every psymptom under the sun.. to move to a diffrent part of the country for my life to have some purpose (even if it's just a bit) did you watch the new years fireworks? |
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SUPERMAN
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Jan 01, 2017 at 11:45 AM
#203
No. Fireworks scare me. Specially trying to sleep.
Grapes, no. Water bucket, no. Traveling bag around the block, no. None of that has worked. Open to new ideas. If you change several amounts of several meds at the same time, how do you know which one was working or wasn't working. __________________ ]Roses are red. Violets are blue.[ Look for the positive in the negative. PIRILON. If lemons fall from the sky, make lemonade. Unknown. Nothing stronger than habit. Victor Hugo. You are the slave of what you say, and the master of what you keep. Unknown. |
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Wise Elder
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Jan 01, 2017 at 07:20 PM
#204
You don't? I never am allowed to change more than one at a time unless I'm doing extremely badly or am IP so I have no experience with this.
Do you have thyroid issues from medications? __________________ Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD. Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1600 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 1.5 mg clonazepam., 75 mg Seroquel and 12.5 mg PRNx2 daily |
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Silver Swan
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Jan 01, 2017 at 07:24 PM
#205
Yes I have hypothyroidism from lithium.
Have you ever had to go without insurance while BP? __________________ Ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 1.5 mg, Gabapentin 100 Mania Sept/Oct 2024 Mania (July/August 2024) Mania (December 2023) Mixed episode/Hypomania (September 2023) Depression, Anxiety and Intrusive thoughts (September 2021) Depression & Psychosis (July/August 2021) Mania (April/May 2019) |
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Wise Elder
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Jan 01, 2017 at 07:30 PM
#206
Yes, for about 2 years. I got a lot of meds through patient assistance and others through discount progams like rxoutreach.org and discount cards. I got my healthcare through charity care at the hospital where my pdoc is. It was tough.
Were the holidays easier, more difficult or abou the same this year? __________________ Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD. Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1600 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 1.5 mg clonazepam., 75 mg Seroquel and 12.5 mg PRNx2 daily |
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Jan 02, 2017 at 08:14 AM
#207
about the same, I guess.
it never gets easier do you have a good diet? |
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Jan 02, 2017 at 01:44 PM
#208
I do but I also drink too often.
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Magnate
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Jan 02, 2017 at 03:15 PM
#209
BPD is more embarrassing, but even that fades. Delusions are just beautiful works of fiction. It's as real as any other reality, so/and my reactions to them are nothing to be embarressed about.
Do you think you generally care more for others than others care for you? __________________ Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide. See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me. |
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Wise Elder
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Jan 02, 2017 at 09:49 PM
#210
I don't know. I think it is generally even. Having said that I don't really have a lot of people in my life.
Do you ever wake up completely disoriented to where you are or what you are doing there? __________________ Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD. Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1600 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 1.5 mg clonazepam., 75 mg Seroquel and 12.5 mg PRNx2 daily |
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Jan 02, 2017 at 11:45 PM
#211
Yes, usually in the throes of mania.
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Jan 03, 2017 at 12:43 AM
#212
I am generally a good student.
what are thing you do while manic? __________________ Bipolar I /Panic/Anxiety disorder Lithium: 900mg Cymbalta: 60mg Valium: 5mg Latuda: 40mg |
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Wanderer of Distant Stars
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Jan 03, 2017 at 05:13 AM
#213
I am usually on the computer these days when manic, but the big one would be spending money.
Are you manic or depressed right now? __________________ Tales of Love, Motivation, and An Interesting Journey - Please Subscribe to my Website on WordPress: Inspired Odyssey's Path to Wellness and Love |
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Jan 03, 2017 at 10:30 AM
#214
Neither! My thought patterns and money spending might lean towards hypo but the destruction is still at bay.
Do you work? If so is it full or part time, and how does that fit into your self care? |
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Jan 03, 2017 at 10:56 AM
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no I don't work
funny how things change, I always thought i'd work for a computer company (maybe not microsoft, but something like it) do you like your life right now |
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Magnate
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Jan 03, 2017 at 11:15 AM
#216
Yes. I'm developing software while on disability. You should try it (and I can help you with that; PM me). I used to work as a software developer for a "real" company, a big multinational.
Would you say you were rational, in general? __________________ Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide. See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me. |
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SUPERMAN
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Jan 03, 2017 at 11:37 AM
#217
No.
Soup of preference. __________________ ]Roses are red. Violets are blue.[ Look for the positive in the negative. PIRILON. If lemons fall from the sky, make lemonade. Unknown. Nothing stronger than habit. Victor Hugo. You are the slave of what you say, and the master of what you keep. Unknown. |
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Magnate
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Jan 03, 2017 at 11:44 AM
#218
Mushroom soup.
Clinician of preference (psychologist, nurse or psychiatrist)? __________________ Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide. See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me. |
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Jan 03, 2017 at 12:16 PM
#219
Nurse. Specially if the balcony is well developed.
What animal strikes your fancy. __________________ ]Roses are red. Violets are blue.[ Look for the positive in the negative. PIRILON. If lemons fall from the sky, make lemonade. Unknown. Nothing stronger than habit. Victor Hugo. You are the slave of what you say, and the master of what you keep. Unknown. |
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Magnate
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Jan 03, 2017 at 12:48 PM
#220
Sexist pigs.
Are you good at focusing on details? __________________ Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide. See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me. |
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