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Old Nov 27, 2016, 02:31 PM
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I keep having periods of sensory overload where I can't stand being conscious; I just want to scream and smash things. I oversleep. When I'm awake, I can't concentrate. I'm having self-harm thoughts again and overdosing is sounding like a more and more reasonable idea.

It's starting again. This is how it starts. Make it stop, please. I want to live and this beast wants me dead.
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Old Nov 27, 2016, 02:40 PM
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I wish I had words of encouragement but all I want to do is die. I wish my thoughts would stop, but they won't
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Current meds: 100mg Wellbutrin; 200mg Lamictal; 400mg Seroquel at night; Xanax 1mg/PRN; 100mg/PRN Trazodone at night for insomnia
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Old Nov 27, 2016, 02:47 PM
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What helps?

PRN meds?
Talking with someone?
Getting out?
Isolation?
Distraction?
Peace and quiet?
Contacting pdoc/therapist?

What helps?


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Old Nov 27, 2016, 03:07 PM
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What helps?

PRN meds?
Talking with someone?
Getting out?
Isolation?
Distraction?
Peace and quiet?
Contacting pdoc/therapist?

What helps?


WC
What helps is popping seroquel and sleeping so I don't have to be conscious. But I have to go to a group study session today, so I can't do that. I don't have a PRN right now. I wish. thanks for the support
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Old Nov 27, 2016, 03:09 PM
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I wish I had words of encouragement but all I want to do is die. I wish my thoughts would stop, but they won't
I can relate. I'm sorry yu feeel this way too.
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Old Nov 27, 2016, 03:40 PM
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What helps is popping seroquel and sleeping so I don't have to be conscious. But I have to go to a group study session today, so I can't do that. I don't have a PRN right now. I wish. thanks for the support
I hope your group study session pays off.
Maybe it will help redirect energy and attention?
I hope it will go okay for you.


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