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Old Dec 08, 2016, 02:54 PM
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Well today I had a first. I was talking about something particularly stressful and anxiety provoking and started hallucinating. Nothing major but enough to freak me out.

She simply said its not real and it's ok. I lost my train of thought and kept
Staring where I saw the spider but eventually got back to talking. Gah. So weird. She said it happened because I was anxious
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Old Dec 08, 2016, 03:46 PM
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That's kinda cool that she could tell you why it happened right at the time. How big was the spider?
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Umm like big enough to squish under your shoe and make a crunch noise
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Eww! Gross at the crunch noise!

I will ask my kids if they heard/saw what I did if I'm not sure I'm hallucinating.
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It hasn't happened in months. And for some reason it is often spiders I see. And if I hear something it's my name. But haldol stopped it.

I was talking about two really really abuse memories when it happened
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I used to hear my name called as a teenager at night when everyone was in bed. I'd go to my sister's room and wake her up (!) to ask her if she was calling my name. (The answer always no.)
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I'm glad it hasn't happened since then
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My son and I both hear things when anxiety. I get paranoid too. I'm sorry this happened to you.
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Last night was rough because I kept seeing and thinking about those bad memories that came back to me.
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Last night was rough because I kept seeing and thinking about those bad memories that came back to me.
That's one reason I like my blog: I can type it out and it lives there now not in my brain.
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I hope you are okay now. I'm sorry that happened but it sounds like your T was helpful when it did. (((More hugs)))
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My mood is still a little low just because the memories are scary.
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My mood is still a little low just because the memories are scary.
I'm sorry. I hope the memories stop playing.
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